Did a long rant on my site, www.itellforyou.weebly.com ... lot about my teaching method and the trouble it has gotten me into recently at my school.  And as well, my spiritual methods...  that's what the tile comes from, that Song, Rhiannon.  I'm a Thunder Woman... I talk to Thunder and I listen and I feel.  And suddenly that song running through my head for so long... even from the first I heard it, has a different meaning than before.  Am I being 'taken by the Wind?'  It may be so.  And if that is the case, then I will have to be ready to follow for I have promised myself to the Wind... to the ThunderBeings.  My beloveds...

Okay, as an Indian woman who has spent many years studying and being one with nature, it is easy for me to pass through different realities.  Medicine journey we sometimes call such a journey.  I'm very at ease with all things in Nature and connected to Creator...  through Nature we worship the one Creator of us all...  that is the way of my people and my Way.

I was just reading on my site (www.itellforyou.com) I did not realize that I went on so much about being Indian in a White man's world.  But it is all there.  Sometimes a person ... me just goes on Auto Pilot.  I surely did not recall typing a word of that... but it is definitely my ideas... so it must have been me!  LOL

I'm not feeling like typing much more.  It's been a rough weekend.  My mom was sick.  I take care of her though she lives very near me not with me.  I'm going to the site to see if I do have anything else to say before I head off to bed for work tomorrow.

I'm thinking about a regression hypnosis session I had many years ago...  I am a firm believer in reincarnation and the continuation of the soul through many lifetimes to perfect the greater self. 

I believe in reincarnation.  I’m a firm believer that we travel through time life time after life time perfecting our 'over soul' for lack of a better word.  I don’t believe that there is a God who is up there somewhere judging us.  I think we are our own harshest judge.  Gestalt theory is my explanation for what goes on with human beings and reincarnation.  I firmly believe that there is more than one reality that we can possibly exist in, all contributing to the others in a ‘soul group’ again for lack of a better word.  A group that is actually only one soul and we are each aspects of that soul reality.  We move through different facets of our own life story like cogs in a wheel that turns continually.  Those cogs fit into other soul group wheels so that we have innumerable experiences and connections that move together throughout eternity.  In other word, I don't think our souls move through linear time, but rather a spiral that goes back and forth on itself.  I think that in the end, there will be a lot fewer of us than we think.

 

I’ll address this issue in more detail on my site page www.itellforyou.com … maybe later tonight… no, probably tomorrow for a time.  This is something I am really interested in; and have formed my own theories through the study of spirituality all through my life.  I’ve read many similar, but none quite like my own.  Alright-y, there… good night.    

 

Well, I did a pretty good rant on the site (itellforyou.weebly.com)  I'm pretty well getting into this All about Me...  I'm sure I will cover a lot of territory before I am done whether or not anyone else reads it or not.  I do hope that I will get to the point where I feel like putting up my own version of a book on Vampires... well, a Vampire in the Victorian Age... very unlike the Gary Oldman movie of some years ago.  I like it.  It just needs some good polishing and an ending.  It's long!  LOL  I love long books... so my mind just works that way!

Okay, I am only here briefly in case someone wants to leave a message, which it appears someone does not wish to do so.  LOL  Therefore, I am talking to myself, which is alright as well.  I just changed one word to my short story on my site, itellforyou.weebly.com.  I think that is a record for my proof read record.  I am well, pleased with the story and I hope someone will take a look!  LOL  seriously...

back to the site to record more of my thoughts... oh, you will notice at the top of this page there is a tab to take you to my writing site... I hope you will follow my trail.....  ;)

Okay, I'm really doing the comments on my site (itellforyou.weebly.com) which as I have stated in the category section is all about me... and what interests me... no telling where it will go, because I have opinions on all kinds of things; in fact, almost everything!  Ask me anything, I'll give you my opinion!  And I won't mince words either!  It will be my pleasure to share my insite and point of view with any and all!

I have begun writing a book.... now I'm too busy to work on it, so I'm writing a short story which is almost written, I think.  It's on my site as well.  (itellforyou.weebly.com) I don't know why, but the blog seems too complicated.  Perhaps too permanent.  I can't revise and rewrite.  But I assure you I am an opinionated ole crone!  Yes, you heard me right.  I'm a crone, one of those wise old ladies who has passed the half century mark of her life... and I am full of all kinds of wisdom, if I do say so myself.  And I do.  And I'm eager to share it with you should be so inclined!

And if you have come here to read this garble, then you are interested in what interests me!  LOL  Of course! 

I mentioned on my site (itellforyou.weebly.com) that I am an artist, and we are vain egotistical creatures.  No matter how reclusive we are, I am; our work is always screaming "Look at Me... Look at ME!"  And it's true.  We want you to look at us, though not DIRECTLY at us or we would be screaming, "look at me."  Which we are not! 

And I truly do not think I am THAT much different from other Artists... well, except, I'm different!  LOL  Yes, I am!  I am a unique individual with an outlook all my own... just as most of us are.  Well, that is if most of us have a spark of intelligence.  Which I do, by the way!  LOL Ask me, I'll tell you!  I'm brilliant!  Well, at least intelligent with a bit of a different view of this world we call "ours."  I'm a cynic... and I'm sarcastic... and did I mention I'm rather intelligent!  Okay, enough for one go at it.... check out my site (itellforyou.weebly.com) if you are interested in more about me and what interests me!  LOL  I love this!

Okay, enough for today.  I'm tired.  I started on the site (itellforyou.weebly.com) and decided to try this again.....  la-tah....