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September 20, 2011
Well, politics are on my mind today. So, our President has come out for the middle class, jobs and Israel. I agree with all these stances.
Class warfare to tax the wealthy? LOL The GOP can only say that they vow no tax increases… Not on the wealthy that is, because they do want to raise our taxes and they do want to begin to gut Social Security. They want to privatize medicare with a voucher. 15,000 dollars would go nowhere for insurance. And as far as major illness, you would find yourself on the streets in a heart beat. They don’t believe in lethal injection at the request of the terminally ill, but they would send you home to die in your own bed whether or not you were ready for that eventuality. Pretty sound thinking for the GOP guys, but they are still trying to cram it down our throats.
Since when is it in the interest of the middle class to vote for huge tax breaks for the wealthy. I have heard repeatedly today that the average secretary pays more taxes than the CEOs of these mighty companies… I like to just call them the Fat Cats of Wall Street and Big Oil, etc. Better listen up, voters… or we, the people, will be continuing on this water slide down the hill of democracy into Corporate Dictatorship.
Of course, we need jobs! And all one has to do is look around at the bad bridges and deteriorating roads all over this country to see where to start. I think Obama has a handle on this situation. And I am well pleased.
Now, Israel… We must support Israel. We fought WWII to free what was left of the Jews and stop Hitler’s sweep across Europe. This is a Karmic situation. We are tied to the Jews of Israel by an umbilical cord that cannot be severed. They are in the midst of enemies all around them. To turn our backs on them would be to throw them to the Wolves! We owe them our support, and so does the world. This does not mean that they are always right anymore than we are, but they are as close to Christianity that is over there in the Middle East and their's is the Father of Christianity. We need to protect our own. I'm no Christian, but I do honor the teachings of Jesus. I just don't care for what the churches have done with the teachings of Jesus. Christianity is the religion of Paul not of Jesus. I digress... And we need to remember that over 6 million Jews died in Nazi Germany. And we fought for them as well as our own interests.
I don’t like to wax political, but sometimes we must recall that politics are part of our spirituality. To sit back and do nothing is to give up our rights. This country fought hard and well for the democracy we have today. We need to recall that. Freedom is precious. We need to protect it at all costs.
But that does not mean sending our young men and women into harms way to fight unnecessary wars. The Middle East has been in turmoil forever. We will not end that anytime soon. We need to end the steady pipe line of young lives and money this war is draining from our economy. We will not save the Arab world. Only they can save themselves.
September 19, 2011 Evening: Who is Waban?
As I read the entry below, I can see that I am very self conscious as a channel here. In hypnosis or meditation, it is not so. I am very comfortable and clear. I guess it is knowing that others will be reading my words. I do better to just allow the words to flow from my fingertips trusting that they make sense, which means I am channeling my Guide; but in a different way.
Waban is part of my Soul Gestalt. He is an entity that is more advanced and no longer needs to experience in the physical realm. He guides many such as I who are part of my Soul Gestalt. Many are aspects of my own personality or Soul, but others are far more distant from me. He does not control anyone, but merely guides our soul growth much like a very good teacher would do.
Waban comes to me in hypnosis as an Indian Elder. Sometimes he is in jeans and a denim shirt. Sometimes he is in a bright colored ribbon shirt. And other times his shirt is a soft leather loose fitting garment. Always he has black braids with grey here and there. He is strong looking, not elderly feeble. I have noticed that many older Amer. Indians have this look long into their later years. Anyway, he has a kind and caring face. In fact, he has features very like my own dad, now that I think of it. He has a quick wit, and chuckles frequently. And now that I think of it, I do as well. I truly find humor in all things. And of course, he is part of my Soul Gestalt.
Never has he ever told me what to do per se. If I ask advice, he will give it only sparingly. But he is always eager to remind me that I have free will and that I can trust my heart in all things. Like many Indian Elders, he teachs with questions not necessarily answers.
Over the many years that he has been a conscious part of my life, I have grown to love him very dearly and trust him completely. Sometimes I question my own judgement, but never his. I know in my heart that he is only with me for my highest good.
September 19, 2011
Now, as can be seen by the last two entries you are doing much more in the sleep state than ever you may have thought. In that realm, you plan your very existence and the situations from which you will learn the most. This process is practiced by all your alternative counterparts so that you are in constant flux as to your purpose. Indeed, you may find that you do not know why some events happen to you. They may seem quite unexpected, and not at all contrived. They are not contrived per se. They have been processed on so many levels that you would not understand here. What you are about here is Soul Growth. And you choose to focus all your so called attention into this physical reality, when in actuality this is hardly the case. You have chosen certain circumstances and then projected them into your reality. But if you would allow your mind to open to these other possibilities, you will find that you are much more than you believe and you have much more power for change than you can ever imagine. There are parallel streams of consciousness always at your disposal not only in the sleep state, but in your wakening reality as welll. And you will be able to detect these other streams of consciousness frequently if you know how to look for them.
Peachbird and I have worked to give you some guide posts. Now then pay closer attention to your dreams. Take a moment on awakening and grasp that dream that is slipping away from you. Make a note of it, just a few words will suffice to remind you. Then when you have the time, allow yourself to review the dream and what it means to you. You may recall in earlier entries that we spoke of the lack of need for frightening dreams. If you are experiencing these, then before going to sleep at night speak to your subconscious mind just as you would to another person… though of course, it is not. Tell that portion of your brain that you do not need to be frightened by dreams to understand the message. Soon you will see that you do not have such dreams. As well those that you do have will be much more insightful than frightening.
Our Peachbird does not recall that she does not have so called nightmares any longer when recalling the dream in the last entry. That is why the dream mentioned below was not frightening to her. It served a purpose for her to know what was happening in that reality and why it matters to this one. She saw the connection. She gained understanding. This did not entail the need to frighten her. We have worked so long that it is true she does not have nightmares, only learning experiences. With only a little practice you will be able to do the same. Don’t rush, just let it happen.
After you have mastered this dream related knowledge then we will begin to look at our waking connections to alternative realities. For example, Peachbird frequently sees things out of the corner of her eye when she is focused into say a TV program. Frequently she ignores them. But recently she has been trying to grab hold of what she experienced. Was it a shadow of another reality? Sometimes she gets a feeling about those shapes and she is trying to grab hold of the meaning of the connection to whatever she is doing or thinking. This will lead her to a far greater understanding in time. By simply becoming aware of something, you open all new possiblities.
Merely by knowing these things, by having read them; you have placed these ideas into your conscious mind so that it will be easier for you to come to terms with the information.
I can almost hear some of you saying, how does this mesh with my religious or spiritual belief systems? Let me assure you that it should not change it one whit. What it will do is expand it if you will open your mind to your process. You are so much more than you could ever imagine.
Good night, Little Bird, we have done well. It is somehow easier for her to speak in her own person even though I am right here behind her words. That is my job, my duty to her. I guide and teach her on many different levels. And I assure you that each and every one of you has Guides and Teachers such as me. We are you, evolved over a much longer period of time. And yet you are and always have been you. That may seem contradictory, but it is not. For you have access to all the knowledge that is there for your Soul Gestalt Group. You are never at the whim of chance. Always we are here to guide you in your circumstance. Just trust that. And you will see that all you have to experience will be easier.
Trust yourself, dear ones, trust yourselves.
Thank you, Waban. Always I am humbled when this happens, when I can get out of the way and be a clear channel without feeling too self conscious. I feel sure that I muddle a lot of things, but I am trying.
You are welcome, my child. Perfection is not the goal for anyone, only that you strive to do your best. You are well loved as are you all.
September 18, 2011 Continued from last entry, dreams and their connection to alternative realities and the soul's purpose. Proof read...
Having read and corrected the last entry quickly, I am drawn to record more on this experience. What happened to those animals was extreme and insanely horrific. I have neither seen nor heard of such treatment of an animal/s. And this is not something that I would make up as I do so much despise abuse of animals. In fact, it is nothing that I would contrive at all as I don’t allow myself to dwell on such things; though I have reported people near my school for animal abuse. This was something that I witnessed as myself now, and participated in as myself there.
I literally taped into one of my alterative realities I am sure. The fact that it does not sicken me, and I can record this here without emotion is indeed another aspect that to me proves it is not anything I could have made up. I see no symbolism in this dream to correlate to my present focus in this life time. Horse and Wolf are among my Spirit Animals, and this surely points to one of the reasons why.
When I woke up this morning, this was what I woke up with in my conscious mind which is the memory of this dream. It was not as though I was re-dreaming. It was more that I saw an extension. There is a red truck with a flat bed attached. It was full of hay; and I am riding in the back with the two animals. Both had been forced to stand on their feet due to the shortness of the chains attached to the ceiling. Now both animals lay down in the hay and rest. They pant as I talk to them, and I believe they actually slept on the ride to wherever we were going. I could see a barn in my mind where I knew we would take the animals, but I do not recall actually arriving there.
This seemed to be my life’s work. But judging by the truck and the way the men were dressed, it must have been in the 1930s or 40s. Everyone wore striped overalls or khaki trousers, but also felt men’s dress hats that were worn and dusty. I was dressed the same and so loose the fit that I could easily pass for a man if one did not look so closely at my face. My hair was black as it is in this lifetime. My features were very similar. In fact, perhaps the same as we do not actually know how we look since mirrors and photographs flatten the image to two dimensions, and we of course, are three dimensional. This I know as an artist.
Now, I feel this dream is important for the very fact that I needed an example of the dreams that touch into other realities. As well, I needed to be able to explain how we lose such dreams so easily or discount them. As I write these entries it is as though I am pulling up deep memories of things I have read about spirituality all of my life. And, I am bringing them into my conscious mind as they are needed to share with my readers. These are things that I have internalized taking what felt right to me and discarding what did not.
I think it is very important at this time in our history in this reality that these things are brought to the surface. I feel certain that many of you can relate to what I am saying if you merely trust your feelings as they bubble to the surface of your mind. We have all had these sorts of dreams. Now you have a reference to look more closely at what you are dreaming from a different perspective.
This may feel strange and unimaginable to many of you. And that is fine. I did not read these things just a couple of weeks ago or months, but over many years. I worked with hypnosis for about 10 years. So I have had many, many experiences of this sort over my lifetime. As well I work spiritually every day in prayer, brief, and my own form of meditation. I am very adept at making myself one with anything in nature as I have said before.
I don’t think it is any coincidence that I was forced into an early retirement this year. It was a legitimate situation due to financial constraints. But not all were forced to get rid of Fine Arts teachers. My school was small, so it was logical that the core curriculum would remain. Now this all sounds very logical. And I very well might have been able to find a new job, but for my health conditions. I’m a serious diabetic, I suffer from chronic depression since the death of my husband and daughter, and I miss a lot of time as a consequence. No administrator is going to take that on unless forced to do so. Plus there are many new and much younger teachers right out of university who would start work at a much less pay rate. And as I found, I could retire with enough money to live fairly comfortably. I surely will not live to access, but I will manage quite well with care.
Now again this all sounds quite logical to me. But somehow I know that it is more than that. It was time for a change in my life. My life’s purpose required more of me. And so here I am following my impulses and my stream of consciousness knowing full well that much of what flows from my fingertips is coming from inside me. I know I am in touch with my Guide, Waban. And I am doing as directed, though it feels like it is all my conscious effort.
Right now, the Thunder Beings are rumbling in the sky. I feel that all through my body and mind. It is as though I have a heightened awareness. And now I hear the rain. And it is beautiful. We are so much in need of this rain, and I do give thanks for it. Somehow when the Thunder talks and the rains come, it is in direct connection with whatever I am doing or thinking at the time. It has been so dry, no rain for weeks! So this is most surely welcome.
Beloved Peachbird, we are so well pleased with your efforts here. You have brought almost all of the meaning of this dream to the surface of your consciousness. There is more, much more as this alternative reality is repeated in many different realities. As you connect to this one, so do others relate to you in similar fashion, but each in keeping with that life’s purpose. So here both you and your readers can see that you do not lose your self, per se; but only you are connected and learn and grow from the others. And all are connected through the Soul Gestalt.
Well done, Little Bird, well done…
September 17, 2011 Dreams and their connection to alternative realities... proof read.
Now, we can touch into these alternative realities in the dream state, and we most frequently do whether or not you recall it. Most dreams are superficial from your subconscious mind to the conscious mind. Or so it seems. Actually, many, many more than you would assume, are dreams of contact with your Soul Group and alternative realities. Those dreams as they come to the consciousness are often polished up a bit so as not to make a conscious impact on your ego. That is because we are so firmly focused into this reality that we make conscious decision not to be aware of these other realities in which we are just as focused as here. On that level we also make decisions about what we are going to allow as our experiences on all levels. Frequently, we dissect a dream and polish it up so that it carries little semblance to the original encounter.
If you can suspend your focus and allow yourself to pick up on these other streams of consciousness from alternative realities with the belief that you can, you will be able to tap into those other realities consciously. As I said, we are doing just that all the time, we just do not allow it to bleed through into consciousness as such.
Frequently, we make selections of what we will allow into this reality. You will catch yourself in this process if you think about it. It’s where you have a vivid dream, but as you awake you feel it slipping away immediately. Then by the time you are completely awake you only remember tidbits, but not enough to make sense.
I had one of those dreams this morning. I am still trying to dissect the meaning of this powerful dream. It should have felt like a nightmare, but it did not. The location for the dream was in a slaughter house. Horses were being slaughtered I assume for dog food, or perhaps horses were eaten just as cattle are now; I have no idea. There seemed to be a separate part of this large warehouse looking place where the owner was about some sort of evil. Now this room was only separated from the live horses, by a partition. One could hear the animals milling about and calling to one another. So these animals were as close to what was going on in this other room as to be aware of the plight of the animals there. And sense it was a form of a torture room, they picked up on the fear and torment of the animals in that room; and they were high tempered as a result.
A horse and a wolf were chained in this room quite near each other but not touching. The wolf could come within into a foot of the horse, and no more. The horse could move into the area, but would most surely be attacked by the wolf. And this is how they were fed. A dead horse’s head would be tied to the head of the horse by a rope attached to the horse's harness right behind the head so that the only way the wolf could eat was if the horse would move into that foot's length of danger. The wolf could then tear at the horse’s head until he pulled it off the neck of the poor horse. Then the horse would back up to safety and there would be some hay and grain waiting. Both animals were thin; the dog however was near starving. I saw this routine complete one cycle and I wondered how it was that this had come to be, and how long these animals had suffered this torment.
It seemed as though my awareness of what was happening coincided with the discovery by the men who worked in the slaughterhouse. They knew there was a dog or something in this separate area as well as a horse, but they were told it was none of their business. I have no idea how it happened that after so long someone came to the rescue of these pitiful animals. And the way it was done was to somehow let the other horses run through the room, which they did in terror of the wolf held captive by a large chain attached to the ceiling. Once the horses ran through, the men came to the rescue of the animals.
One man walked toward the weakened horse, which had little energy to resist. He tossed his head, reared a few inches off the ground and whinnied in pain. The man motioned to me, and I took his place with the terrified horse. I gently took the traumatized animal by the harness and began to caress his head and neck and speak to him in soothing words. Two other men were trying to get the wolf to go into a cage for removal. Both animals were terrified. But the Horse once realizing that this person was there with kindness began to calm though he continued to tremble. The wolf was beyond calming. He would take time as he had been tormented by the owner of the place and nearly starved; and he was a creature of the wild.
If one can only imagine the horror of this situation, two animals who would be rather natural enemies locked in survival mode. One could not live without the other. So they learned to adept in a fashion that was surprising to me. I had watched the man come in and tie the horse head to harness of the horse so that he had to come within inches of the wolf to give him his dinner knowing that he would not get his until this grizzly business was finished. The animals depended on each other to survive. I watched the horse slowly move forward, his eye rolling in pain and fright. I watched the wolf lunge at the horse head still dripping blood. He pulled and pulled with the horse pulling back as though to help, but rather to save himself injury if those sharp teeth were to miss the mark and take him down. These were two Alpha Male animals chained together in this terrible life and death situation.
When I watched the above I was the observer. When I took the horses head I was a woman dressed like a man, I could not see that well. I seemed to be watching and participating at the same time. I talked to the horse gently breathing his breath. And then whispering into his ear that it was alright that I was there to help; and he would never suffer this again. I did this not only with words but with images of what I was saying. I have learned in this life time to calm animals by talking to them and visualizing what I am saying. Obviously this is something I am doing in alternative realities as welll.
Now, one would think that this must surely had been a nightmare. But I did not see it that at all. I have always hated child or animal abuse. I cannot understand the creature that could find pleasure in abusing something helpless and at its mercy, but I know there are so many of these in the world. I pray that there will come a time when this will end; a time when mankind will truly find its humanity.
Though this is a horrific story, I think it serves to explain what I am speaking of when I say that we are experiencing many alternative realities that are directly related to this life time. We touch into them in the dream state. Sometimes if we are very lucky, we bring the memory back into this consciousness. Most frequently, we lose them as we are awakening. I almost lost this dream, but I struggled to hold onto it because it was so powerful. And I did. But even now, this dream threatens to slip away; and that is why I have come here to record it in its entirety.
I believe that in that alternative reality, I am working somehow for abused animals in some kind of shelter or program. The workers at that slaughter house reported the abuse. And they ran the horses through the barn door and out the other side while other men captured the owner and disappeared from my vision. My focus was the animals. I seemed to be like a horse whisperer. I did the same soothing talk to the wolf as well as the horse. It was much more difficult because he was in the metal mesh crate, and the poor animal growled and lunged at his confines. In his weakened state, he could not keep this up for long. So, it was then that I spoke to him, and caressed him with my mind until he lay down in exhaustion breathing heavily on the floor of his cage. I know that I was going to travel with the horse, and I believe that the wolf would travel with us as well so that I could work with them on the way to wherever we were going.
This most surely should be viewed as a nightmare. But I have not had a nightmare in so many years that I cannot remember. And this was not like a nightmare. It was a life’s experience. And the ego tries very hard to protect the consciousness. But I have heard of these things before. I have seen them in hypnosis sessions. And I have similarities in my life.
I was in a relationship with a man with horses for three years. Though I had no past experiences with horses, I seemed to be able to do everything but carry on a verbal conversation with them. I had not even heard of the true horse whisperer until many years later. In fact, I only heard about and read his books about four years ago. Then I was so struck by the fact that I was doing the same thing with those horses. I literally trained and gentled the young stallion. I loved those horses and often say that I miss them much more than I ever missed the man.
It does seem that things are coming into my mind that seem important to share here. I cannot think of any other reason that I would be able to experience this dream without feeling any revulsion other than what I would feel for any animal in this condition. I want the man dead that did that to them. But I have no idea what he suffered for his inhumane crime against nature. But I am positive that I am supposed to recall this dream and record it here.
You are correct, Peachbird, this is important for this reason; and we are well pleased that you were able to hold onto the dream and realize its importance. Rest now, and proof read for mistakes and clarifications at another time.
September 15, 2011
(NOT proof read)
Idea: beveled mirrored room… whichever facet you are focused into is your reality. The other facets are no less valid. Aspects of your Soul Group are all around you. You only experience the one you are focused into. Each of those aspects is as real as you, and if you would allow yourself to believe you could do so; you could consciously make a kind of contact. It is only your extreme focus into your present reality that keeps you from being able to make that contact. But, whether you know it or not, there is constant feedback between all those Aspect that does, consciously or not, affect your own reality. And it is always part of the puzzle that you can change your focus and be part of the other reality allowing your own to be occupied either permanently or temporary by another Aspect of your Soul Group. This exchange would be for the highest good of each Aspect. And you would not consciously feel at a loss in the newish environment. You might feel a little disorientated for a time, but that would slowly go away. This can only happen with the complete cooperation of both Entities.
If you could step into another room of the same type of beveled mirrors, only in a parallel universe such as say, Ancient Egypt then you would be taping into the experiences and soul growth of those more distant Aspects of your own Soul Group. This does happen frequently. And there is a constant bleed through of knowledge.
The Soul Group learns and grows through the experiences of all it’s aspects in all realities, and yet, maintains its own anonymity. Each Aspect of yourself that you project into reality becomes a separate entity of its own to grow and learn just as you did when you were projected into reality by another Aspect of your Soul Group. You will each grow and learn from the other.
The universe is constantly growing. There is no end in sight just as there is no real beginning to lay a finger on. Just that in the beginning there was the word and the word was made light and the light made the world in all its beauty and wonder.
That was a bit confusing even to me, and I'm trying to put it together for others to read. What I am trying to say is that you are much larger than you realize, but you do not lose the personae that you know and love as yourself, your ego. What will happen upon moving from this plan to the next with death, is that you will meet yourself and you will see how much more you are. But there is never any fear of losing yourself. You are merely going to learn that you are much more than you ever realized. And that is beautiful not something to dread o fear.
This is a very elaborate analogy/metaphor, but I hope that it will help to clarify at least some of the confusion that might be garnered by those who are just beginning to be exposed to such ideas.
September 13, 2011
Religion and Politics, Religion and Spirituality:
I am a firm believer in separation of church and state. The way it looks to me is that early settlers came here from Europe to get away from religions persecution, and promptly began religious persecution. I believe our founding fathers saw this and made it one of the cornerstones of constitution because this new world was to be about Freedom. They wanted to insure freedom to live your life and prosper as long as you were not taking that right from another.
When someone is trying to legislate their religion, they are planning on limiting yours. Make no mistake about that. I am all for freedom, but I am not for someone telling me or anyone else what I can or cannot do with my own body and mind. And I definitely will not allow anyone to limit my ability to worship the Creator in my own way.
September 12, 2011
Okay, I just watched part of a program on physics, and I learned that science agrees with my spiritual observations that alternative realities are not just an idea from my mind and others who are interested in metaphysical reality, but true reality proven as such. Now I have no interest whatsoever in science beyond what I need to survive in the world I live in. Under the umbrella of science I include physics, biology (which does interest me), chemistry… Oh, any of it. I want to know enough to feel at least some knowledge, but not enough to want the nuts and bolts and details. Actually, at university, I took introduction to so many of these classes because I wanted to have a feel for it. A lot, I dropped immediately, as soon as I saw it held no real interest for me. *shrug* I guess I have always been like that. What I am really interested in, I go to with all I have. But other things, rudimentary knowledge suits me fine.
Despite the fact that I feel so, I know that we have alternative realities parallel to this one… image it somewhat like standing in a room of bevel cut mirrors. Your reflection is repeated so many times that you lose sight of where one begins and another ends. The reality that is your own most personal is the one that you do focus into at that given opportunity in time, for lack of a better word, and space. Another time, it might be one of the other aspects of your soul group. The mirror metaphor was always easy for me to wrap my mind around. Another that seems to answer for me is to simply imagine I am inside a cut crystal with a multitude of facets.
And I actually crystallized this concept in conversation with my sister. She was talking about reincarnation. Suddenly it was like a light went off in my head! And I was not thinking of linear reincarnation but a perfect description of my belief system of alternative realities, which to me is all that reincarnations are about. For some reason I thought my metaphor would help her understand my perspective on the Soul Gestalt theory. She and I view the same spiritual subjects in very different ways. I think it is the difference in the way our minds work. We have 50% of the same genes from our parents, so genetics tells us. And it’s that other 50%, I guess, that makes all the difference. We love each other dearly, so there is no problem with thinking differently or expressing thusly as well. In fact, it gives us food for thought, I do believe.
Now, in an alternative reality, it is my belief that we are living as we are here in a sort of way. I’m who I am and she is who she is, but, we may be relating in an entirely different manner with each other. The fact still remains that we are who we are in those realities. If we were to meet one another by stepping out of two different realities, we would probably recognize the other unless we really got into exchanging ideas and life’s circumstance. Then we would find the differences.
I believe it is the intensity of our thought patterns, needs and desires that dictate which one of our alternative realities we inhabit with the most intensity. Example, in this lifetime, my husband and daughter died. In an alternative reality, we may be all together. Or we may have lost one family member, but not the other. The alternatives can be closely related or very different indeed, but it is still me living in this here and now as well as there in that reality.
The question of reincarnation comes to the fore when we think of how that concept is different. If all time is now, then alternative and parallel universes exist at the same point in time and space as we know it. But if we are experiencing in say, Ancient Egypt, Early Indigenous People in primitive America, or now as we know it; then we have to have another concept. For me that is a Parallel Universe. It is still me. If we meet in the Soul Gestalt Group, I would know me, just as you would know you.
All of these identities will come together and make “me” from my alternative realities. But, I would find other me’s who are different. I will recognize them, but there will be some differences that are very much like that between two siblings. Which is what brought me to this subject to begin with. And that conversation that caused the light bulb to come on in my head thinking of the difference between the way my sister viewed reincarnation and the way I did. To me the mirrored room was perfect, for she was thinking of quantum physics I believe she said. I feel they are just two explanations of the same reality expressed in two different ways by two people who understand each other very well, but still do not agree on every thing.
That to me will be exactly what it will or is like to move into gestalt soul self, I will meet myself from different realities and we will assimilate our experiences and we will be melded into one entity expressing in different realities. But when we come from parallel universes, there will be the major differences. And yet, we will be able to meld with that entity and learn from all its experiences. And always we will be Us… and there will be no other “us” out there that is even remotely like Us. Never will we lose our selves, so to speak. Never will the self that you know here disappear or be lost. I wish I could describe it better for I feel I understand it better than I have said.
Peachbird: You are growing sleepy, so go lie down and watch your TV for a bit. Let your mind rest. This has been a good session even though you question it. Go along now… we are well pleased…
September 9, 2011 (Proof read with many small changes. Okay, I did it again September 10, 2011.)
I try not to wax political here, because I do believe that I am about spirituality. But I realized on the 7th that politics is even a part of spirituality. I’ll proof read this later and see if this is really what I want to say. If you want to read knowing it is political rhetoric then go right ahead. If you do not choose to do so, then that is your prerogative. I’m not telling anyone what to believe politically. What I am asking you to do is question politics and the politicians who are supposed to support us.
Having proof read the previous entry, I am struck by the fact that I have launched into an entirely different area of my spiritual, alternative reality, and guidance from the other side. I truly thought that there was no real connection between Earth Changes and the political war that is being waged against the middle class. I was very correction in my declaration that we are being… well, hoodwinked into believing that both parties are for the best interest of the People. Indeed, they are not. They are in the best interests of the base for which they claim allegiance. Be assured that both parties are at fault. The GOP is a bit more overt, they will vote for nothing unless they are driven to it by the will of the people who are voting for them. The Democrats are a bit more inclined to work for their base, the middle class people of this country. But make no mistake; a lot of them are in the back pockets of the lobbyists who are, of course, being paid by big business as well. Otherwise, they would not begin voting against your interests from the moment they get into office.
From the moment a congressman reaches the Capitol, they are courted by lobbyists. We pay them with our votes, but the lobbyists are paid to lure them into wonderful vacations, shares in large companies, monetary bribes for their reelection. They are given so many perks that it would not be in their own best interest to go against the mammoth Corporations. I see this country going backwards into an era that had no concern whatsoever for the commonman. Those who are fighting for the highest good of all concerned get the title of Bleeding Heart Liberals. When did it become a dirty word to want the best for the planet and the people who live on its surface?
When did the Media manipulate the news for the betterment of the wealthy? I assure you that is what they do. Profits drive the news. News media IS big business. What incentive do they have to tell the news from a fair and unbiased perspective? None. They do as they are directed. And some of them are in the same place as the politicians. They have been given shares in large companies, and all the perks that the lobbyists can provide. And I assure you that with a bit of digging, this will be “brought to the light.”
I shop around for my news. I do not trust any one source. I do watch Fox News on occasion, but it is difficult. The local news is pretty good. It’s the national, political news that is slanted. Warren Buffet who owns Fox just made a magnanimous offer to have his income taxed more fairly. In the beginning, I heard his with words of gratitude. But then I learned more about him. He is a profit seeker, of course. What better way to legitimize his interests than to do what he did. The media and right wing conservatives screamed bloody murder, Class Warfare was their refrain. So now, we are to believe that all that comes from his network is for the best interests of the People rather than him. I would like to think that there is a bit of sincerity in his decision to come forward with that proposal. But, I have become a cynic over the years. Well, I guess I always was cynical. I want some proof, not just lip service; and I believe that is what he gave us!
I listened to the President last night. So much of what he said made sense and I believe will be good for the country. But he could have gone so much farther. And I sincerely believe that if he did, the middle class of this country would have come out in droves to support him. If we get ourselves together and keep constant pressure on our elected officials; we cannot help but make a change.
We need to start listening to what they're saying. Truly listen, with a cynical mind. And then research what they say. Shop around for your news. And don’t be afraid to watch political humorist for they can say with humor what others cannot. I especially like Jon Stewart, Steven Colbert, and Bill Maher, and I assure you that not one of them is in the pocket of big business. I don’t agree with all they say, especially Bill Maher; but I do find a lot of real insight from their humorist take on politics and society in general. And surprisingly I seem to agree with what they say most of the time. You don’t have to agree with everything that comes from any source, but the political humorists can bring you some insight that is surely missed on the evening news. And you will find that these guys are often as hard on one side as the other. I like that. I don’t want my thinking processes sugar coated with patronized slogans or half truths. Once I find something I can trust, then I go with that. Until then I use the old tried and true "method of decision." If it feels like no, then it is no. If it feels like maybe, take it as no until you learn more. If it resonates with a clear yes, then sometimes you can say yes. Just be sure you have not been following a snake oil salesman for so long that you can no longer tell the difference in his agenda and that of others he supports.
If someone tells you that oranges and apples are really bad for your health, should you research that a little further? I believe every one of you would say, “yes, of course!” If someone tells you that socialized medicine is bad for you, should you look at other countries where it is working? Yes! Should you look at what socialized medicine really means? Yes! Should you only listen to your politician who is telling you why it is bad? Of course, not. What is his agenda? Who is supporting his cause and why? Those are things you must ask.
And when politics is dumbing down education, be assured it is for a reason. An uneducated populace is easier to control. A poor populace with no recourses are even easier to control because they are too busy scrounging for a living to have time to really listen to the politicians. And most often, all their rights have been stripped away if they had any. Think third world countries.
Oh, and by the way, Obama Care just gave me a piece of paper to show to any medical insurance company that forbids them to discriminate against me because of pre existing illness. I lost my job and my benefits at the same time. I’m a diabetic. I also have some hypertension due to the diabetes. And I have a spot of arthritis in my spine and in my hands. That is what Obama Care has done for me. I want to keep that.
The GOP wants to get rid of that nasty old Obama Care. Why? Because obviously, so called Obama Care would hurt big insurance companies. They want the right to throw you and me out on the street with no medical insurance should we lose ours. What do they want to replace Obama Care with? A token 15,000 dollars a year is what they want for you. Do you have any idea what that would mean to a person hospitalized for even the mildest of illnesses, not to mention a major illness like cancer. It would mean that after a short span you would merely be sent home to die or recover on your own. Do you know what destroying Social Security that we have all been paying into would mean? When people are struggling to make a living, they don't have time to save for retirement unless they are very lucky. That would mean that you probably could look forward to moving in with one of your children if you were lucky enough to have children with good incomes.
Do you have any idea how much cheaper health care would be for us without medical insurance? I do. There would be no more of the insurance middle man managing our care. Medical care professionals could go back to managing your care. They would still make the good profits they deserve due to their years of education and dedication to the well being of their patients. And they will most surely make much, much more than teachers!
Education prepares the world for tomorrow. And yet, it is being down graded all the time at the same time that it is touted as being in serious need of reform, which in some instances it did need. If schools are failing to educate children who gets blamed? Teachers of course, though we do not make the teaching decisions. We are given directives as to how and what we teach. And an Art Teacher like myself, well, we are expendable. One of the reasons that European and Scandinavian and Asian students are way ahead of us here is because they have the Arts all through their educational years. They realize that the Arts make well rounded students who have better critical thinking skills.
European, Scandinavian, and Asian students become fluent in more than one language other than their own as well. There is plenty of evidence that knowing another language other than your native tongue increases your ability to learn and to remember. The more languages you know, the easier it is to learn more. Fine Arts classes serve the same purpose. My area of Visual Art teaches students to focus for long periods of time, and to exercise a different creative portion of the brain rather than merely developing more and more analytical brain activity. We need it all to be the best Human Beings possible. The children of my European friends learn not only a couple of languages in school, but also how to make art, play musical instruments, and lots of physical activities like dance and sports.
And we wonder why they think circles around our students? If someone is doing something better than you, and you know you have the same ability; then it should behoove one to learn what is the difference in their education. And, I just reiterated what I have said in other of these entries. All listed above is the main difference between our educational system and theirs.
Just as Language Arts are considered vital to the education of a child, so should the Fine Arts be. Visual Art is the language of images and symbols. Music is the language of sound and rhythm. Theater is the art of imagination acted out. And, of course physical education is the language of movement as is dance. Every language you learn builds on your learning, retaining, and thinking skills. Take a core curriculum and add the richness of foreign languages and Fine Arts and you have a well rounded intelligent individual who can compete in the global future of this planet.
Ah, well, I am off on a tangent. Enough for today. I try not to wax political here, because I do believe that I am about spirituality. But I realized on the 7th that politics is even a part of spirituality as I said at the beginning of this entry. I’ll proof read this later and see if this is really what I want to say. I did and I did make changes all through the piece, but since they were not major changes; I did not highlight in red.
September 7, 2011: I’m moved to go beyond spirituality and into the realm of politics, but I feel that it is necessary and does relate to my metaphysical/spiritual topics here.
Okay, I slept for 16 hours again. Something is surely going on. And it has to be on another level than this. So, I’m going to try to turn my hours around. It’s okay to sleep 16 hours of sound sleep, I understand the kind of work that is being done on the other side of this reality and especially concerning Earth Changes when I do so. But I need to be awake during at least part of the work day hours to take care of personal business. I know that there are times when the other need is more important than the immediate physical needs, but I am still living in a physical world. I know that is understood on the other side. So, there must be an immediate reason why my deep level subconscious mind is needed during daylight hours. I’m going to ask that we change things around a bit. And as I have found before, simply mentioning it here, in contemplation, or in conversation will make it happen. Guides and Teachers are well aware that we have to function in a physical world.
I’m not just spiritualy motivated at this time; I am very politically motivated as well. I’m trying to follow the political climate as it relates to the world we live in. This country is poised on a cross road. The Tea Party wants everything thrown out with government wash water including the baby. Well, we must keep some of that wash water and the baby or we will find ourselves set back as a country to the period around 1900, where people had no recourse whatsoever. We were victims and slaves to Big Business. And trust me that is where we are being led by the extreme right wing of the GOP, and they don’t even realize it. And here I am referring to the Common People who are supporting their principles. That is indeed the sad part. If you do not know your history, you are doomed to repeat it. And we have been doing that for millenniums. All you have to do is look at the history of Archeology to know the truth of that.
Science is alive and well. The right wing of the GOP even wants to dispute the fact that we have valid scientifically empirical evidence of the history of this planet. The bible is not a scientific document, nor even a historical one unless you judge only the period of time in which it was written. These are things that I have studied because I want to know. I have always wanted to ‘Know’ what is going on in this world and why Human Beings do what they do. I have never felt like I am really a part of this world. I have in all seriousness felt that I am a bit of a stranger in a strange land. Now this might well be due to some of my previous lifetimes which are going on as parallel realities to my own right now.
I have spoken of the lifetime as a young woman working on top of a mountain along with many others. There I worked to manage the physicality of the large Island Countries of Mu and Atlantis. I did or am doing this on many different parallel realities. In those places we did call the Humans there Others. They were not like us unless you could call our physical appearance. Even that was different in that we needed no help to maintain our existence and we did not physically age. All we needed was there at our fingertips. We left that world as it was in destruction as I said before. I won’t bore you with repeating the details since they are very near this entry and can be easily reviewed if you are interested.
The issues there were as political as scientific. It was the political atmosphere that in large measure made the problems for the planet just as it is now. There was greed for money, greed for power, and greed for control of everything by some few individuals who hid behind large business entities. And their main goal was not to help the average citizen, but to make those citizens complacent with what they had and dissatisfied with what was there future.
If you want power, and that power is against the welfare of the general population, how do you accomplish your goals? It is simple! You make the population believe that they are choosing their own well being rather than that of the Monstrously Large Business Interests.
We see that right now in this country. We are in the middle of class warfare just as we were then/now in those other realities that are related to this one. A small percentage of individuals who head and control the largest amounts of money not only in this country but the world, are fighting for control, if you will. They are working for a kind of political big business dictatorship. They nearly have it now.
The best example I have for my readers is the idea that socialized medicine would be bad for the public. Think about this, if you want people to believe that something is not good for them, do you tell them the truth? Of course, not! Insurance companies are holding onto their pants in fear that we will accept Socialized Medicine in this country. How do they fight their battle? Do they tell the public, “We will be decimated; we are going to lose on all fronts?”
No, of course, not! How do they get a population to vote against their own best interests? They will use Fear Tactics. They will say your jobs are at threat, medical workers. Nurses will be reduced to minimum wage jobs. Doctors will be no better than plumbers. Is that the truth? NO! The truth is that Medical Insurance Companies will lose control of the medical industry! They will lose massive amounts of profits as well. They cannot survive this change of events in tact. They will be the losers, not the general population.
And I say this to you, we already have socialized medicine. It is called Medicare! And the government has been handling it quite well. The other example of socialization is Social Security. Does Social Security work? Indeed it does! Is it solvent? Yes, it is right through the year 1237. Why would lobbyists through “your” elected officials want you to believe otherwise? Because it is NOT in their best interests to see the changes that will make it better for the common wo/man!Another example of Socialism is the Wall Street Bail Out!
Congress has socialized medicine, as well as social security and a huge retirement from the government! Teachers, No! Postal workers, No! Police, No! Fire fighters, No! But the GOP would have you believe that These are the demons that are bringing us down! Whose best interests are being served here? Think about that!
Campaign Finance reform would go a good distance to ending the power of lobbyists in our government. As well, term limits would help to serve the same goal. Will these things be passed? Not easily. Trust me our politicians will go kicking and screaming in this direction. The reason being, this will most surely not serve the purpose of Big Business. And they are in the back pocket of Big Business through their lobbyists. No one wants to give up that gravy train!
I truly have not seen my spiritual and metaphysical explanations as relative to politics until this very entry! Perhaps this has been part of my purpose in doing these writings. I never really connected the dots between my occupations in Mu and Atlantis as connected to politics. But now it is increasingly clear that it is exactly the case.
That lifetime that I have seen and shared from a really clear connection to now as a young girl working to stabilize a world that was in threat of destruction, had very little to do with politics in my scope of the issue. I was only about 15 years of age when the planet succumbed to massive Earth Changes on a Global scale. But from my limited view point, that was the only connection that I was aware of, that being that forces were destroying the planet with their scientific explorations and abuse of the planets resources. I needed to know little more for the task at hand. Perhaps in time, I would have graduated to higher levels of understanding. In fact, I am quite sure that would have been the case.
Now at my maturity in this reality, I am being shown what I would not have been ready for there. And I am moved to share this insight because it is part of my purpose here at this time and place.
Indeed yes, Peachbird, that is your purpose here. Not all of it, but an important part. In many ways it is just as important as aiding in the stabilization of the Planet in your area. And yes, you are right that there are many more doing the same work as you in other areas of this country and the world. Many are not in the least aware of their accomplishments. But they are a reality nonetheless. We are well pleased with your dedication and faithfulness in these endeavors. Having your job end was among the things that were needed to help you accomplish your purpose in this reality. And we are well pleased.
Take a break now, and we shall resume at another time.
September 6, 2011
As I read the last entry quickly I am aware that perhaps I am confusing when I talk of Subconscious Mind and then again Subconscious Mind as they are one and the same. We are all using our subconscious mind, but it is not the deep level that leads to the connection with the Guides and Teachers and Soul Entity. That is a much deeper level than say even the dream state.
I am spending a lot of time in that level. Last night I slept for about 6 hours, then woke to find that it was only about 8:00 am. I felt good. I decided to do my breakfast routine. I took a handful of vitamins, herbs, and like that. I did my insulin routine, and then prepared to eat my breakfast and think of what I should do over the day. About an hour after I ate I became so sleepy that I could not stay awake. I decided to take a little nap, and then get up and get busy. My little nap lasted until about 6:00 pm. I do feel awake and alert, but I know I will be able to go back to bed by about 1:00 or 2:00. There is a hurricane in the Atlantic. It will probably move off into the NE without doing much damage other than some wind and rain. That is more than is needed in that part of the country. I also saw that there were wild fires near Austin, Texas and between Houston and Dallas with no rain in sight.
Where I am it is pretty nice. Temps have dropped into the upper 80’s and lower 90’s. Now I know that sounds hot. But after triple digit numbers for weeks, it is surprisingly bearable! That is unless you have to work in it, I am sure. We have had just enough rain that the yards are not dead, but slowly growing a bit green.
I actually feel certain that I am sleeping so much again because I am working in that deep subconscious level where I am in touch with my Soul Entity. I know now that I am home more; I am becoming much more sensitive to what is going on with the Earth Changes.
My heart just goes out to everyone suffering from the Earth Changes. It has to happen. The Earth Mother must cleanse herself. And she will definitely survive, but many of us may not. Just remember that we have made our decisions as to whether we want to stay or not on that other level. And whatever it is, it is for our highest good.
I often say that I am not afraid of death. I just do not want to die in agony. I’m going to keep it short. I’m already getting sleepy again.
September 2, 2011 We Make our own reality with our conscious and subconscious thought patterns.
(proof read again Sept. 3)
And so, here I am again after battling an AC problem for over two weeks. Finally, my new AC is performing properly. *crossing fingers… or maybe even knocking on wood* LOL I’m not superstitious, but one falls into these habits. And perhaps there is some validity to them.
Since we make our own reality with our thoughts, then the very act of visualizing this wish, I am in some way asking for it to be so… and if I am truly faithful of my ability to bring such into my life, I will be able to do so. If I believe it very strongly without doubt, it will probably come to pass. I say probably because we have to take into account subconscious belief patterns. If I believe that I never get a break, that it is always something, that I am helpless in a world that is overwhelming me; then that will be my reality no matter how many times I wish the opposite to be.
The brain is like a computer which we program all the time. So it behooves us to be aware of what we are programming into our computer or subconscious mind. If I want to bring into my reality positive affirmations for example, then I must be sure that I have my basic belief system in sync with my new attitude so that I can truly manifest that occurrence into my physical world. This is an extreme simplification but serves its purpose well enough.
As an Individual Soul we have access to all the knowledge of our greater Entity. This is always present in our subconscious mind; but much deeper than we usually tap into. We are in constant connection with our Soul Gestalt of which we are a natural link. In this three dimensional reality we function in a physical environment. The entirety of our Soul Gestalt is not limited in this way. The Soul is a flexible Entity that is in constant flux with the full knowledge of its focus both here and there as well as in a multitude of other realities all happening simultaneously. Though one in this reality would see it as linear time, it is not. All time is now, therefore, we are experiencing realities all at the same time. There is constant bleed through and cooperative activity through all these Alternative Realities. We make our reality both here and there as it were. Only there we are conscious of our complete concentration and manifestation of each of our many realities.
You are an individual Entity that is focused into many different realities of your own very choosing, in other words, a multidimensional Entity. As you learn and grow, the entire Entity or Soul does as well. What I am wishing for you to realize right now is that you are creating your reality as you go along. Here we function in a physical way using our five senses; those same senses are not needed there. Realize that I am referring to here as our physical reality and there as the nonphysical of which you are not usually aware, but where the greater part of your Entity is functioning.
So as soon as you can accept the idea that you are making your own reality, and you are in constant contact with the Other Side of this reality and therefore your greater Entity, then you are in a position to begin changing your present focus in this reality. But you must be able to internalize these concepts and allow yourself to open your mind to more than the five senses. That was the point of the exercise that I asked you to perform some entries ago. I will reiterate.
Sit quietly in a time and place where you can be sure that you will not be disturbed. Relax your mind. You may start with a mantra, a simple phrase or sounds, if you like. Or you may even wish it to be a prayer. I would suggest that you pray in this way, “I’m calling on my Guides and Teachers on the other side to guide me to my highest good as I attempt to contact my higher self or Soul Entity. Then be quiet and Trust. Here is the key word, Trust, that you will be able to do so and that your Guides and Teachers, for you may have more than one, will come to aid you. Your very Guides and Teachers are merely… well, merely is to minimize their impact on your life, more advanced Entities of your Greater Soul Gestalt. Their main goal is to guide you to your highest good and Soul growth. So trust that. By merely allowing yourself to trust that concept you give them the power to Guide you more effectively, for lack of a better descriptor.
Now, we have quieted the mind, and we are now receptive to contact. That does not mean that automatically your Guide or Teacher will take up a verbal conversation with you. But you should feel a kind of peace, something beyond just the normal 'close your eyes and rest' which usually leads to sleep rather than insight.
In the beginning your conscious mind or ego may very well resent this activity for it has been in control for all of your life, and to relinquish control may feel threatening. Therefore, you may hear some chatter of the kind of “this is silly, I can’t do this, I can’t feel anything, etc.” The very fact that most of these verbals begin with “I” should be a cue that you are dealing with your own Ego. You must find the courage to realize that there is nothing wrong or sinister in what you are doing. It is not silly, it is not a waste of time, and indeed this is the first step in changing your life for the better.
Once you can quiet the conscious ego driven mind, then you can begin to feel the subconscious which is in direct contact with the other side of your reality, the Soul level. At first you should simply feel peace and perhaps colors moving across the interior of your quieted mind. I, myself, am very visual so this is what I perceived in the beginning. Trust whatever you feel is just fine, however, and persevere. Whatever is there for you is correct, there is no right or wrong. After a time, you will feel some intuitions. A kind of knowing one might say. The conscious mind/ego communicates in words, the subconscious mind relates in images, thus we dream. Many of the events in our lives are sorted out on the dream level. These you can be aware of for they are for your highest good.
The more you practice this exercise the better your reactions. And this does not have to be long periods of time. For here we experience time in a linear fashion, but on the other side of this reality time is of no consequence and therefore does not exist. So it is perfectly fine to do this exercise only a few minutes a day to begin to see results. It is the quality of your focus that counts, not necessarily the length of said exercise. Don't make it hard, just let it happen. You should feel very relaxed after this exercise even though you have spent very little time as we know it.
Example: I used to have my students focus into whatever Art Project we were working on after taking a test, even the TAKS. I explained to them that since they had been in the analytical portion of the brain all day, using the creative side for even a short period of time would be like taking a nap. At first they were sceptical, but I believe they knew I would not relent. It was easier to do what I said than to fight me. LOL They left the classroom calm and relaxed, so different from the bouncing off the wall attitude they had come in with. After the first time, it was easy to get them to work. I merely had to remind them. What they learned was critical, I was teaching them another way to be in the world. In other words they were tapping into the subconscious portion of the brain that is so much more creative than the analytical portion. They were touching into that portion of the brain that is focused into the greater Soul Gestalt. Damn, I miss and will continue to miss those kids very much!
I will touch on nightmares here briefly. Nightmares are the product of your subconscious mind’s way of trying to help you change or understand your life in some way. It is merely a way of making you really pay attention. All are symbols and all are you though it may appear that you are dreaming of others in your life. That can be the fact at times, but most usually you are represented by every aspect in the dream, which frankly is very close to your reality here. (We have all heard the sayings such as, you reap what you sow.”) To steer your dream state away from frightening dreams as teaching tools merely spend a short period of time just before falling asleep to request that your subconscious, linked with your ego, give up frightening you in order to teach you. This is indeed an ego based occurrence. As you grow able to trust your subconscious you will find that your life will blossom with new opportunities, and you will most surely stop having so called bad dreams. The subconscious as a larger focus into the entire Soul connection is most willing to teach you through other means that you can accept. We are so physically orientated that we truly close ourselves off from our deeper subconscious mind and therefore make our physical and mental reality much narrower.
To open your mind, you must open your subconscious mind. Some of you are completely cut off from that portion of your reality which was meant to be a co worker in this reality as it is in the other side of this reality. We limit ourselves when we only depend upon our conscious mind for our day to day activity.
After many, many years I can quiet my mind as I merely stand by one of my trees. I can hug it or just place my hands on it… or simply stand near it. I quiet my mind; I open my conscious mind to the subconscious. I trust that I am safe. And I allow myself to perceive whatever it is that the tree consciousness wishes to impart to my mind. I think I rather allow myself to feel that I am part of the tree, literally within it. This is very easy for me as I used to meditate into the Oak Tree that was over my parent's pool for many years (mom had the pool filled in after Dad died). So don't be discouraged if it does not feel shall we say, normal to do so. Sometimes it is just peace that I feel. An Oak tree is very, very peaceful in a stronger way than say a Pine Tree. The Pine tree is a lighter feel for me… and the Oak is a heavier deeper kind of peace.
If I ask a question, an answer will appear in my mind. It is not a verbal answer; it is just a kind of knowing. I can translate it into word thought pattern, and the tree will quietly reply (a bit of warm and fuzzy feel) so that I simply feel that I am correct in a very reassuring manner. Sometimes I receive literally words that flow right into my mind. When that happens I feel that I have allowed myself to be a clear channel so that the energy of the Tree can speak to me through my own brain using my own mode of communication. Or is it that the communication is so clear that I can verbalize it as quickly as I receive it. That is probably more the case.
Now, I did not become so sensitive to the energy of which I am speaking over night as you might well imagine. It took time and trust. And, I am sure this will seem down right crazy to some of my readers. You will not be able to comprehend a person doing this who is in their right mind! LOL There you go… in their right mind. No, I am in my entire mind or closer to it; and I am much more in communication with that portion of my subconscious mind that is directly in contact with my Soul Entity through my Guides and Teachers. Who let me remind you are more advanced Souls within my Soul Gestalt. And I am: therefore, a more whole Human Being than I would be otherwise.
So, I hope that we are on the first links to a chain of ways in which we can expand our minds and manifest good into our physical world. I hope that you are closer to understanding the nature of your true reality. After many, many years; be assured this did not happen in only a few years, I am now able to cause changes in my world in a way I would never have thought possible. And I know that as I talk about these things there are many who find them fantastical and something born of an over imaginative mind even, but that is okay. Likewise I know very well that I am not the only person in this world who functions in this manner, as a matter of fact, I know that there many of us. I am isolated pretty much in this area, but I am well aware that I am not alone.
I know who I am and how to be in the world in a right way. And I would like to share that knowledge with others so that they can find the kind of peace that I am only really just finding in my life now. I know that everything will work out for the highest good of my Soul and those connected with me.
I know that I am here to serve a purpose. One is to advance my own Entity for the highest good of my entire Soul Gestalt. Two, is to share this knowledge with those who may be ready to hear it.
I’m invigorated, but want to change my focus to something more lighthearted and entertaining. LOL I’m happy to be able to express myself here. And I know that my Guide and Teacher, Waban, is right over my shoulder.
Indeed, yes, I am; beloved. And you have done well, very little was lost in, as you would say, translation. Until another time, enjoy your evening.
August 27, 2011 Storm workers and Earth Stabilizers...
(proof read)
I finally went to sleep about 1:30 or 2 AM. I slept until about 2 pm, which is when my son phoned. I don’t know how long I would have slept had he not phoned. I could see watching the weather that the intensity of the storm had decreased. So far, it has not been greater than a category one that I know of. I heard about the difference in the way the east coast is formed, the type of trees and closely built buildings. So far, I heard of one tree that fell and killed someone in his back yard, and surfer who ventured out into hurricane strength wind and waves. Both of these lives could have been saved, but it is my belief system that there truly is a time to live and a time to die. I’m not willing to test this theory by running out in traffic, however. Houston rush hour traffic could kill anyone stupid enough to jump out in it! LOL We do have free will remember.
Those who have been reading my website may recall that I talked about a previous, well, alternative reality life time in Mu and Atlantis. There I lived perched on the side of a high mountain living in a little pale pink marble alcove. I lived open to the air in a little walled in garden. There were short pillars in my garden and there I could manifest food or whatever I needed. I spent my time there in a form of meditation lying on an upholstered chaise lounge. I dressed in Grecian gowns and wore silver and gold sandals. My long black hair was either up or flowing down my back, I never saw me or anyone else dress my hair or change my clothing. I was rarely visited. I knew that I was learning to do what I was meant to do. It was never exhausting now even tiring mentally or physically. In fact, I seemed invigorated by the exercise. It was like information was beamed into my consciousness for lack of a better word. I would turn that energy and redirect it. I was part of a group of people who worked to stabilize the large island country for… surprise, surprise… earth changes.
In the end, we were unable to stabilize the mess the humans were making of the place. We ended up having to leave the planet before the disaster was total as we could do no more. Our intelligence was such that we merely left our bodies and rose into the sky. I have no idea if we were some kind of Aliens from another world, or if we were just a group of psychically highly developed individuals. I know we did think of them as the humans. Or people of that world which we classified as very different from us. When we left that plane I was only about 15 years old. So there was probably much that I did not know or recall.
The people there were aware of our presence. In fact, they became arrogant of our purpose in their world. We tried to warn them, but they would no longer listen. In fact, they made statements like, “Who were we to sit perched up on our mountain in our Ivory Towers and spout warnings and orders to them?” Perhaps that is why we do not announce ourselves today. Hmmm… that never crossed my mind before. We had worked so hard to save them, and they in their arrogance refused to listen when the work was no longer keeping up with their destructive activities.
I hope that Irene has mercy on the East Coast. I hope there is not disastrous flooding or damage to life and limb. I feel like it is safe so far, though the news casters are standing on the beaches describing winds and tides as they are being whipped this way and that. Actually, I find it rather amusing. They can’t just pan the cameras across the landscape. No, some news wo/man has to wade out into the water and battle the wind to make his point!
Okay, enough for now…
August 26, 2011 Weather Stabilizers/Storm Talkers might be another way to think of it.
I have been awake for over 30 hours now… I’m not really all that tired. In fact, I feel like I am maybe just staying up late one night. I know what this is all about. I am one of a large network of people across this country that are what I call Weather Stabilizers. I think there are a lot of people who do not even realize that they are part of this network. They are busy living their lives and do not take time to follow their own responses to such occurrences as Earthquakes and Hurricanes and other natural disasters. Now Earthquakes are not too easy to deal with. We are not really conscious of their coming. But trust me, just as animals sense their imminence, so do some of us.
For me, it is a kind of quaking in my solar plexus area. I usually get very sleepy when there are earthquakes coming. When I wake up, it is usually all over. I’m conscious that I was doing more than sleeping, though I cannot call it dreaming even. It is just a kind of emptiness, a stillness where there was the slight quaking I mentioned.
A hurricane is much easier to deal with. We have warning. In fact, they over warn us and prepare us for the worst. That is good in some ways, but not so much so in others. I believe that the Stabilizers all over this country are consciously or unconsciously helping to direct the storm away from land areas if it can be done. Some storms have to happen, but we can help control the intensity.
I have been awake all these hours. Whenever I pause and feel my mind being drawn from whatever I am doing, I visualize the storm and gently push it in the direction I hope it will go. Sometimes the storm will follow that pattern and head off in the direction of the work I and I know many others are doing. I simply stop and literally take my hand and arm and motion the direction. The visualization helps for me because I am so visual. It is not at all necessary, however.
Now, the news has been talking a storm that was to increase in intensity from a category 1 to even a 3. Now this I knew would not happen. Indeed the storm has dropped its intensity and will not be greater than a 1 or even a tropical storm. A category one is little more than a tropical storm. We know this down here in the Gulf of Mexico. The storm is now a wide swathe of rain. Even that I feel will break up, and I believe cause a lot less damage than predicted. I hope I’m right. I’m certainly not infallible. But I have a good handle on this now at my age. And now that I am at home more, I know that it will be even more like this.
All of my life, I have been preparing for this and many other things that are happening to me in connection with the weather and Earth Changes. I’m an Indian Woman and a Celtic Druid; these are just a couple of my alternative reality Soul focus. Those parallel realities among others are what bleeds through and helps me know what I know.
I trust it now. When I have done what I need to do, I will be able to go to sleep. That portion of my Entity that is focused in this way will continue to do in my sleep what I know longer need to be awake to accomplish. It’s hard to explain. But I know the feelings now…
… and I am glad that I know enough now to be a conscious part of this network of workers across the world who do this work either consciously or unconsciously.
Some people will find this utterly ridiculous! LOL That does not bother me in the least. We make a difference. And I know I am one of these.
You all reap the benefit whether you believe it or not… that’s how it works, children. ;)
August 26, 2011
Well, last night I could not sleep at all… I was very agitated, but not in a panic sort of way. Today, I still cannot sleep though I am body tired. I think once the hurricane makes landfall I will feel better.
I think some of us are located in different parts of the country as stabilizers. It would explain some of the odd behavior that I and others experience. Some things cannot be changed, but others can be down graded if enough energy is brought to bear.
So here I am up 24 hours, and not feeling all that badly. *shrug* This too shall pass.
August 24, 2011 (not proof read)
Yesterday we experienced an Earthquake in the Eastern part of the country. I had been feeling agitated for several days. Suddenly, I was very sleepy and could not stay awake. After about an hours nap I woke up to the news of the Earthquake. I have been sleepy ever since. This seems to be a standard kind of occurrence with natural disasters. The closer they are to me the more I react. I thought the general restlessness was the Hurricane heading up the East Coast. I don’t feel a very dramatic reaction to the hurricane, but as I said it is not affecting my area. But then nor was the earthquake. I think the very size of an earthquake causes this reaction. Though it was not a large scale earthquake, it did affect a very large area. And I have family in places where it did cause effect.
We are in the time of earth changes; I do believe that no one can deny that. (Of course, unless you are a right wing extremist listening to Fox News and Rush Limbaugh and their ilk, then nothing untoward is going on at all. Pres. Obama and most of the scientists of the world are just making it up. It's a Left Wing propaganda tactic to... to... well, what?) Anyone with an eye to the news and weather recognizes that we are in a time of unusual weather patterns and earth changes.
The Earth Mother is cleansing herself. Think of this planet as a living organism, which of course, it is. Then imagine it is a large animal, say like a bear. What does an animal do when it is covered with vermin? It will scratch until it bleeds, roll in dirt, submerge itself in water, and shake violently until the vermin are no longer a plague on its skin. That is what the Earth Mother is doing.
It is nothing personal. We have merely over populated and polluted this planet until She has no choice but to cleanse Herself in whatever way possible. We have brought this on ourselves. And we are well aware of the consequences because we are feeling them. And sadly we have done it before all through our linear history.
Now, I want you to consider that you came into this time for a reason. We as multidimensional beings expressing in alternative realities have chosen to be here at this time and to participate in what comes. We have free will. Many may choose to return to the Other Side of this reality before the process is completed. Many will choose to stay and try to be a stabilizing force all around the planet. And then there are those who can merely help by changing their mind set.
We are here with a purpose. We chose to be here. We have a responsibility to be healthy and responsible citizens of the world. Attitude is one of the most important elements of this process. We must let go of violent emotions. Earth Changes thrive on these and often strike the most populated areas for that reason alone. And then again, because that is the worst over population and pollution, but we can help. We can help by sending out love to one another instead of hate. We can help by respecting our fellows and by respecting the Earth Mother. And we can help by voting in responsible politicians who will look out for the well being of the Planet and the People instead of the All Mighty Dollar!
It’s your choice, People… What do you want for the world you live in? Are you willing to step up and do what needs to be done? Can we afford not to?
The Earth Mother will survive; She always has. We, the vermin on her back, may not. Just think about channeling your energy into peaceful thoughts rather than those filled with negative emotion. You will see, it will make a difference. It's a start... an easy one that we can all do with just a little practice until it becomes natural. We make our own reality. If we want a better world, we have to start with ourselves... praying for peace doesn't hurt either.
August 22, 2011
As I read what I have written I am struck by the ease with which I do this. Have you ever thought of your speech? I mean the fact that you are in conversation, but you do not know immediately what you are going to say. It seems that your thoughts just flow off your tongue with sometimes a pause for the right word or expression. I want you to think of the possibility that it is exactly as we create our reality here. By that I mean the physicality of all that is around us. We are each one and all of us creating this reality in just about the same way. We trust that the next words coming out of our mouths will follow our thought processes, and most usually they do. When we create the physicality of our world, we are all trusting that we see the same thing at the same time. We trust that when we see fire, we will experience smoke. But what if we did not believe that? Would there still be smoke? LOL You know, if a tree falls in the woods and no one is there to hear... That, my dears, is the very idea I am expressing. We are here in this reality because we agree collectively to be so. Each of us, eternally valid souls, experiencing the same reality by choice for the growth and expansion of not only ourselves, but all those within our Soul Gestalt.
Quiet your mind, allow yourself to just relax and listen to that space between your ears. Not the words, because I am asking you to relinguish words. If words are there, then listen for a bit then go back to relaxing your mind. Just be quiet and let your mind flow, trust whatever comes into your consciousness. You may see images or colors or you may not. That depends on how visual you are. Just trust it. You are not trying to make anything happen. You are just quiet and open. After a time you will find that this becomes easier and easier. And you will notice a difference in the process and what comes of it. And that... is the real you.... ;)
August 20, 2011 Add on... Mediumship and channeling...
I would like to address mediumship as opposed to channeling. I do not consider myself a medium, though one time with a best friend I did channel her grandmother for her. I am a channel for my Guide and Teacher, Waban. I have never aimed to channel other than that. In fact, I did not aim to do that in reality. It seemed to just happen as naturally as anything I have done in my lifetime. Mediumship makes me think of old ladies in turbins sitting around a crystal ball with seekers making things go bump in the night! LOL I am the farthest thing from that!
August 20, 2011 Ghosts and things that go bump in the night... (proof read)
This afternoon I turned on the TV while I ate my dinner. There happened to be a program about “Haunting of Celebrities.” There were several famous people that I missed. I did watch Loretta Lynn talk about the ghosts she had seen as well as a psychic she allowed to enter her home to tell her more about the Mansion and grounds of her home.
The house was very old and had been a hospital during the Civil War. Battles had been fought there. And there was an ancient cemetery on the grounds. Loretta specifically spoke of a woman she frequently saw crying on her up stairs balcony many times. She spoke of someone going up and down stairs. She learned that a woman had starved herself to death mourning the loss of a baby. The psychic told her that the woman’s husband was there as well and he was a protector of the estate. Then she proceeded to say that he and his wife were earth bound souls, he waiting for his wife to cross over with him where their baby was already.
I listened a bit skeptical of the entire sequence with the psychic though she is well known and I have heard of her. Loretta said that there were constant reports of sounds like war with horses and cavalrymen with guns firing on the grounds and near the many streams and rivers. I was struck immediately by these reports. I believe what was being seen and heard by her and others was indeed a bleed over from those times which, of course, are going on right now in alternative or parallel realities.
What she and others who were sensitive enough to pick up on was just that. Loretta was witnessing a fragment of her own soul in the woman crying over the loss of her baby. Loretta herself lost a son to a drowning while living there in that house. She said when she first saw the house she knew she had to have it. And that is why. She did have it and does have it in many parallel realities. In fact, so many times that it is easy for her to pick up the traces of those other parallel realities as they are her own or that of her family, and of course, they are happening right now right where she is.
How differently I see ghosts now. I know it is not always so, but most of the time it is that they are fragments of other realities bleeding through into this one. And therefore, need not be frightening at all.
By choosing to live in that house with all its realities, she chose to experience what had been experienced before. That was the loss of a son. Just as I upon choosing my husband was also choosing to lose him to death early as we had experienced in many previous lifetimes, all going on right now, of course, as alternative realities. I hope that perhaps he and I can climb off that wheel of karma now knowing that it is just that. I would love to spend a lifetime with him growing old together and watching our children and grandchildren. He was the love of my life, and I don't go through a day that I do not think of him and our daughter on the other side of this reality.
We can at anytime by simply realizing and internalizing the knowledge make a huge leap in our spiritual consciousness by realizing and accepting that concept. By realizing the truth of it, we set ourselves free of experiencing that reality again and again in different ways as fragments of our own Soul Group Entity. And I believe that is what I have done. Both my husband and my daughter are fragments of a much larger Soul Group than just my own, so are my son and daughter and my grandchildren as well as their spouses.
We are in constant flux, ebb and flow, but we experience reality together in many different planes as Multidimensional Beings. As we learn here in Earth School, so we are enlightening our entire Soul Group; and therefore, we are moving into a higher vibrational level as Soul Gestalts.
It’s really quite beautiful when you think of it that way… and I know that Waban is just over my shoulder just now. LoL
“And that I am, Peachbird, but you did quite well on your own… more or less… LOL” LOL myself... you see... as natural as can be... that is now after about 20 years! Well, it has been easy long since. I really just take it for granted. I have learned to quiet my mind and go with it trusting that I know the difference between my own thought processes and that of another. I think it makes it easier as he is part of my Soul Gestalt and my own Guide and Teacher from the other side of this reality, and therefore, connected with me in many ways more than one. "And again you are correct, my dear. We have worked together forever in your terms... as you are part of me and I part of you. And one day you will do as I do now. Go to bed, you are up way past your bedtime! LOL"
August 18, 2011 Sorry, but current events has forced me to wax political... you decide if you care to read. My intent is not to offend anyone, but to express my deep concern over the direction politics in this country is moving. I already feel that we are in a form of Corporate Dictatorship. I've been saying it was coming for years, and it appears more so every year. Proof read.... Aug. 20, 2011
I am moved to talk politics! I just saw on the news that, lets say for sake of argument, obscenely wealthy Warren Buffet, bless his heart, says that he fells that rich people should be paying more… at least what they paid in the 1990s when we were prosperous in this country. Fox News has declared him as trying to start class warfare! Class Warfare? For god’s sake! Buffet says that he pays even less in Taxes than a poor person! A poor person according to our government is a family of four (4) making less than 22,000 dollars a year!
What that means, people, is that Warren Buffet is saying that he pays almost NOTHING for taxes. AND, he has a conscience! That seems pretty rare amongst the truly wealthy in this country!
Poor Buffet is getting blasted and raked over the coals by the entire GOP. They’re saying that he wants to blame those who can afford corporate jets for the economic mess we are in. Sounds rational to me! They are at least part of the problem and that’s for sure since they pay less than nothing in taxes and are asking for more tax exemptions than their corporate jets.
Then I was stunned to hear that Fox says that (51%) percent of Americans pay no income tax at all… that is again the family of four (4) earning less that 22,000 dollars a year. They have not been paying their share for decades; the middle class is carrying them… even though they pay social security and income tax every pay day like the rest of us. Well, it sounds like the Middle Class has been carrying the wealthy for at least the last fifteen (15) years! They have been paying next to nothing due to tax loop holes and a battery of Income Tax Lawyers!
You know what sickens me? It’s the very fact that fifty-one (51%) of Americans are making less than 22,000 dollars a year with a family of four! That does not mean they are all making that amount. That is the top of the poorest in this country. God only knows how many are making next to nothing.
The GOP lists what these poor people have that could be as frivolous as corporate jets. 99.9 % of these poor people have REFRIGERATORS! 74% have AC! What the hell is wrong with these poor people? If they can afford a refrigerator, they can afford to pay more than they are in taxes. It’s time they carried their own weight! Refrigerators!? Really? From there they went down to TVs which a lot of them have as well, but not as many as refrigerators and AC or even microwave ovens… cell phones (it’s cheaper to have a cell phone than a land line), and some other frivolous items like the 25% who have computers. I can’t remember all the figures… it was appalling the double standard and no shame whatsoever in these remarks
How many of those poor are elderly social security recipients? Some of these people go from pay day to pay hungry so they can afford their prescriptions. And the GOP wants to end Social Security for everyone as well as Medicare or at the very least, TAX it. Those poor people paid in social security with every check just like the rest of us and they paid in their taxes that were taken out of their pay like everyone else. But, God forbid, when they did their taxes at the end of the year… they PAID nothing out of pocket!
Any American who is drinking the Fox/GOP cool aide should be ashamed of them selves! If you want to fight for Corporate Welfare, be my guest. You deserve what you will get. But the rest of us will have to suffer along with you. Bush put us into this mess… now the GOP is fighting tooth and nail to keep us ignorant and make us like their idea of equality in this country. Which means the rich get richer and the poor get poorer, and they tell us we should like it as well!
And here is another statistic before I forget, we are 64th in the world countries for job pay equality. We’re right their above the Central American 3rd world countries! Uraquay better watch out, we are right above them! And we are supposed to be so well off in this country? And the GOP wants more breaks for the wealthiest 3 or 4%? They should continue to pay Nothing for Taxes! And the Poor should start carrying their weight! But they are cutting education, higher and lower, so that poor people who want to better themselves will have a rough row to hoe indeed. And trust me, I taught in a Ghetto middle school and those kids know that education is the only chance they have, and they are beginning to fight for their education. I know parents both black and latino who are working two jobs each to keep their kids in school and room and board.
And I don’t even want to hear what Rush Limbaugh has to say about this issue! The man is a lunatic! I have got to stop… this is insanity!
August 14, 2011 reread added much to the entry below, it is in red print.
August 12, 2011 (Soul growth, Guides and Teachers, Reincarnation, and Alternative Realities)
I say in collaboration with my guide because I am well aware that he must come through my consciousness in order to communicate here. I don't think he could express something through me that might be totally foreign to my belief system. For example, no one in this plane or not could make me type that there is a devil and he lives amongst us now, in fact he is trying to take over the world. No, that would be totally outside my belief system, in fact, something that I have long accepted as pure myth. If there is evil in this world and there is, it is purely from the minds of mankind that it springs. There is no place in my belief system that can accept the concept of hell... and then for that matter heaven.
There is simply here and there. Here being Earth School so to speak and there where we assess and multiply into more realities in order to learn as an Entity or Soul Group. And that is how we form our reality and our Soul Groups. As more and more of us choose to send forth aspects of our greater self into different realities, so grows the entire group and so do we build our reality along with all those we are interrelated with in our growth processes.
We are multi dimensional identities expressing in many different realities at one time. These realities are all functioning in the same time space though they appear to be different periods of our so called history. While I am expressing and focused here, I am also sending off fragments of my personality into different environments for the highest good of the entire Soul Group. Never do I lose sight of who I am or my individual aspect. Always we are learning and growing in the pyramid designs I used for example in previous entries. For example, I have seen lifetimes in many different periods of this planes existence.
I have seen a life time in Ancient Egypt that I was told was most related to this life time, so I can only assume that it is my latest creative process of fragmentation of my Soul. It could be that I am an off shoot of the one experiencing there. We would no doubt have some similarities in personality, say, should we meet. We might even share some of the same physical characteristics, but no necessarily so. I am most definitely expressing as a male figure in some of these realities that I am involved in so that I might learn and grow from every aspect that is possible. My husband shared this lifetime with me as well. I might add that there are many lifetimes in Ancient Egypt not merely the one. Though that one seems to be most closely related to this one.
Here are a few of the life times that I have explored with hypnosis. My husband and I lived during the primitive explorations of the North West of the U.S. I was a mountain man and he an Indian woman in one of those times. It was a shock to see myself as a man, I truly was of the mind that I was a female entity alone! Surprise, surprise. My husband was still alive, so he was surprised as well. Just as in the Egyptian life time I learned things that are not part of our recorded history, so it was then.
I saw a life time as a Black American teacher in a large northern city like Detroit or Chicago. She was expressing at the age of about 40 during the 1960s. I did not see much of this life time, but there again the similarity between us being that we were both teachers teaching Black American students. I did not see much of her lifetime, so I assume that at the time we were working with regression hypnosis, she was not a fragment of my recent development. Who knows for sure, but I do know that we had some similarities both physically and attitude wise. We both felt that Black students should be brought up to the level of White Students, not the opposite of having White students brought down to their academic level. We felt it was an indirect insult and that it implied that Black students could not learn as well as Whites. That is as far as I know our comparison. This is the only lifetime that I did not see with my husband, but he may have been part of the equation in some other period than the one I was privy to.
I have seen myself in several American Indian life experiences as both males and females. I would most surely explain my driving need to prove my Indian ancestry where most people I meet will say, they have some Indian Blood. For me it is a life style, it is how I express myself spirituality though I know that I worship in my own way I take a lot from traditional ways. And my husband was with me there as well. And we both shared similiar spiritual inclinations in this life time.
I have seen a Druid Reality in the Great Britain areas. I have seen myself there being a healer and being persecuted as a witch though I had done nothing but good in my healing and midwife practices. It was very frightening lifetimes. My husband was there in some instances, but not in others. I felt very much alone in those lifetimes, in the ones with my husband no matter the length of time, I felt stronger and more capable.
Now, as well I had a life time in Nazi Germany concentration camps. I watched my mother and I walk into what we called the ovens, but was actually large ware house looking buildings. In there we knew that we would be gased to death. We went willingly leaning on each other, both racks of bones with skin stretched over them our hair falling out till we only had clumps here and there remaining. It would a relief to be out of the pain and suffering.
Egypt and the Indians of North America are where I have my most vivid memories. And I have had more lives there than most. But, however, I have experienced reality in the mythical lands of Mu and Atlantis as well. So there is no limit to our choices for growth, no limit to who we are or may become.
I hope you see there are many correlations between these experiences that would serve to be an example of the interconnection shared by all my alternative realities thus far seen. In each, I am an individual who does not feel like a fragment of anyone else. I have my identity and I keep it. Never when I see another lifetime do I feel it is All Me. But there is a large part that I can identify as Me. I firmly believe that I am expressing in all those life times to the greater good of my entire Soul Group as well as my individual Soul growth. And so are we all.
It is in fact, the very way that we form this physical existence. We are together all constantly in flux and this is what creates the world as we know. We have all agreed to this experience so that each as a fragment of our Entity Soul is helping to build our belief that this is a 'place' with trees and rivers and oceans and all that you see around you. If we all at one time stopping believing in what we see around us, it would be gone within a blink of an eye. We would, however, still exist for we are not bodies occupying space, we are Spirits or Souls that express without a physical body on the other side of this reality. That does not mean that we cannot imagine our bodies there. We can, but after a time it becomes totally unnecessary. I like the term spirits, but souls is just fine as well.
As well, I believe that Waban is a much more evolved aspect of my Soul group. And I do feel that it is no coincidence that he reveals himself to me as a powerful but gentle Indian Spirit. And when I pray and ask for guidance, he often expresses through the elements of the Thunder Beings. As well, I can feel him in the Trees that I meditate with on a fairly regular basis for some fifteen or more years. I have known that he was with me since the early years of my adult life, and the connection just seems to grow and evolve as I do. So he is a very fine Guide and Teacher for sure.
And the beauty of this is that we all have Guides and Teachers on the Other Side. They do not express in physical form any more, because it is no longer necessary for them. They experience reality in a completely different way than ours. But, they have experienced many life times in three dimensional forms. Therefore, they understand very well our experiences and they help us to form our 'Theatre Dramas' for that is all a lifetime is.
We are players on a stage in a play that we helped to write so that we might learn as much as possible through those experiences. We are the authors and the directors. We are constantly rewriting and revising the play with the complete agreement of all concerned. It is our job to make the most and best of all experiences that come our way for that is the lesson. And, beautifully, we are experiencing in many different productions all at the same time.
One day I, as well as we all, will evolve into a Guide and Teacher for other Aspects of our own Soul Groups. Perhaps these will be the Ones that were directly created by me or you in an environment that would feel totally different from this one; a reality where we don’t need physical bodies but only here for Soul growth of our entire entity.
This I have been told and I feel the rightness of it.
August 9, 2011 (my writings as opposed to those of my guide and teacher, Waban)
The entry from Aug. 6 on the definition of Crone was written entirely by me. Something I just noticed is that when I proof read some of my writings, I will add whole paragraphs and change sentence structure as well as spelling errors. (I have placed in red the parts that I added to the whole on Aug. 6th) Some of my writings; however, upon proof reading appear to be very clear and concise with only a few grammatical errors or misspelling of words. I think I have come to the conclusion that when it is just me, I have to go back and reread and correct even my ideas. But there is very little to be done to writings that I believe come from the collaboration with my Guide and Teacher, Waban. I say in collaboration because I am well aware that he must come through my consciousness.
This is a new revelation on my part. As well, I would never call myself a ‘somewhat domineering personality.’ And that is the truth of it! LOL I know I am a strong personality. I had an Aunt who used to say, “I don’t argue unless I know I’m right. But if I discover that I am wrong, I will admit it.” I guess that is how I see myself. I’ve never had any problem standing up for myself or holding my own in an argument. But I did go through long periods of time when I know I did not have the self esteem that I projected. Sometimes you have to fake it ‘til you make it as they say in the AA programs. And since I had to stand up for my younger siblings, I learned to do that quite well. Sometimes you do what you gotta do regardless of how you really feel inside.
So this is a short one… until another time… go easy, children, go easy…
August 8, 2011 (proof read... and I am not totally aware of all that is here, but I found it very easy to allow myself to relax into this... if this is to be a regular thing, I better get used to it... LOL... I do plan to continue to sharing my own views and life's happenings here... so be prepared!)
Now what is the difference between channeling and possession I can almost hear some of you ask? Possession implies the taking over of a vessel or human body thus eliminating the personality of said body. Possession implies that this has been done against the will of the individual or without knowledge.
Channeling on the other hand is the willing complicity of the individual in question. And this is for the highest good of said individual in the case of Guides and Teachers and individual entity. After some practice allowing another intelligence to use your body and mind as a very temporary vehicle, it becomes easier. And after many years of trust and cooperation to the highest good of all concerned, the personality allows willingly knowing that the opportunity will not be abused nor prolonged unnecessarily.
That is the relationship that I have with Peachbird. She is well aware of the change now, though sometimes it might catch her off guard while typing. She types on what she likes to call auto pilot, meaning that she is forming her thoughts and her fingers type without her conscious awareness. This is very helpful in this situation. She can easily make the transition without much conscious awareness of the process. Right now, she is almost totally aware. I say almost because she must pull back to a degree to allow my thoughts to meld with her own. When she does question the validity of what she is typing, she stops and rereads a portion which gives me opportunity to correct a word or phrase here or there. For it is through her mind, knowledge, and belief system that I must communicate and this does cause come confusion at times, but rarely as I have said, she has been prepared for this task most of her life.
When channeling the Guide or Teacher, in this case, I must be allowed access by something almost resembling a wormhole as your scientist have discovered into her consciousness for lack of a better descriptor. She has to draw back somewhat to allow this to happen, and then my message can move through that opening into her consciousness through an electro magnetic process that is too complicated for explanation for our purpose here. She will of necessity be somewhat conscious of the process, but if she is very trusting she will be surprised at how quickly the ideas form before her eyes on the monitor. She will have to reread to truly recall what ‘we’ have said.
Now, right this moment she is feeling a bit confused as to whether or not to trust this transmission process because I have taken the time to formalize it for you, our readers. This is not necessary under normal circumstances. As I said earlier in the writings, we have been working with and preparing this entity since childhood to do just as she is now. This is part of her purpose in this reality. On some level she is well aware of this and yet on another she questions what to her feels like grandiose concepts. I assure both she and our readers that this is not the case nor is it all that rare.
Many, many such conduits of knowledge exist without the conscious awareness of the individual personalities. Many an Artist is inspired to greatness and will even express the impression that the material that flowed from either pen or brush simply flowed through them at the time. And so it is. With this individual, our beloved Peachbird, we wish it to be that she and our readers are aware of the process by which she is communicating. Thus there is more to learn about your reality as well as ours in this process.
So, our Ms. Peachbird, part Indian Woman and part Celtic Crone, as she likes to describe herself, is an open channel with her full permission and consent to impart information for her own highest good as well as that of her readers.
The loss of both husband and child was and is particularly difficult for her. But through this process of grieving she has learned to love with a lighter hand so to speak. She was a very strong willed… well, passive aggressive mother and wife; which she did out of pure love for her family feeling that she was the one to make important decisions (granted with her husband during their married life together) and see them carried to fruition. This personality is what made and makes her a very good teacher. She was as mentioned before groomed for this process from early on, which means her earliest childhood and continues to present day. She can consciously choose to stop for she does have freewill as do you all, but we feel that our preparation and her maturity of mind and spiritual strength will not allow for that possibility.
You might ask why it was necessary to lose her husband, and I will tell you that it served a direct purpose. Though she is a very strong and even in some ways a slightly domineering personality, she was insecure from her childhood experiences. She did not receive the loving support that she needed instead she was given too much responsibility. This did build her strength as a decision maker but it also made her co dependent of her strong and loving husband as well as made her think of herself as a decision maker, which she says with the best of humor.
Her husband gave her the strength to do whatever she had to do. He was always there to back her up. He did just that and willingly mostly feeling that he did not truly deserve her love and devotion, which he had completely though he doubted that at times. He felt he was lucky to have her due to her intellect among other things, and so he was. She had to experience his loss in order for her to learn her own self worth. She is now a very confident woman who is ready to finish her purpose here on this plane. She is focused into this reality for this very purpose. She has and will touch the lives of many people as she was told so long ago. And she is dearly beloved for this reason as are all those by their guides and teachers on this side of reality no matter your level of development.
Now, we shall not tax her over much. She is becoming distracted and wishes to move on to lighter entertainment here on the internet. We have seen to it that she has an entertaining distraction so that she is not over taxed. It is the case that few of you there understand your cross purposes. There is not a movie star for example that is not aware that their purpose here is to entertain, grow, and enlighten through their own medium. Some of the time it is merely to give relief to those who have little from their daily lives as they grow in their own journey of self realization on this plane; or in the case of this personality to give her respite from a very important yet tedious occupation for the benefit of others, for trust that she knows these facts on a very deep level.
She does not have to impart anything to anyone for she truly has freewill as do you all, but she has chosen before she came into this existence to do so and it is with our complete and combined effort that we do so. More on this another time…
OkayOkay, I am tired. But I am well aware that this was not my thoughts. And I shall proof read at another time to make sure that there are no distortions due to my own mental awareness and or ‘auto typing.’ I have made some quite silly mistakes on ‘auto’ and I am well aware of it. I joke and say these fingers have a will of their own at times… now I am becoming aware of just how much so… lol
August 6, 2011
(in the process of revision) 8/7/11
(In the past, a crone was thought to be a withered old woman. We now have a much longer life span so that definition has to, of necessity, change. No longer is a 45 to 50 year old woman withered. Through most of history she would have been at death’s door by that age.)
It was called to my attention of late that a crone is a withered old woman! Bah humbug… a crone is a woman who has passed about the age of forty or fifty and has grown some wisdom merely from the years of her existence.
A crone calls to mind the healer of either ‘laying on of hands’ or the use of plants and herbs, and midwives who were accused of being witches through different periods in history either because the people around them were fearfully and superstitiously ignorant or because she had something they wanted. And it helped to hasten her demise if she had something they wanted be it property or merely to get her out of the way of a practicing so-called physician.
During the Medieval Ages in Europe physicians, or more commonly called barbers, waged an all out war against the midwives and female healers of all kinds. They did not want to compete with these highly competent rivals, nor could they as their success rate at healing was very low since the main tool of their medical arsenal was blood letting. Blood letting was a technigue by which the barber would make an opening in the arm and allow the blood to drain out, usually only about a bowl full, some times as much as a pint. Using this techingue a patient could be drained of blood over a period of days or even weeks unless the patient showed signs of recovery. I suspect there were many patients who were merely bled to death especially young women or children who did not contain as much blood as say a full grown man. The blood letting was supposed to remove the 'bad humors' from the body; therefore, allowing for healing. These barbers wore aprons covered with blood and other bodily fluids from past patients as a sign of his hard work. He proudly wiped his hands on said apron as proof of his many cases. Washing hands was thought to be totally uncalled for. So if an individual did not die from the loss of blood or other infections from the apron and unwashed hands of the so-called physician, s/he was most surely of strong constituten. One can see why barbers wanted female healer/midwives out of the picture. Their success rate was much higher than their male counterpart.
As well the colonization of women as a whole was in progress on all fronts to get the little women back in their places in society, which meant back in the homes barefoot and pregnant by any means possible and totally subjugated to the male members of their families. Thus began a continent wide witch hunts to rid themselves of these evil women daring to rise above their station and intrude upon a male dominated world. And we all know that dark and ugly period in history of the Inquisition. If we do not, then we should.
In this country many a woman who lost her husband and was left some little bit of property found herself attacked by the churches to be a witch as in the Salem Witch Hunts. And of course, once a witch was proven, she must; therefore, die and leave all her worldly goods to said church.
This was going on in other parts of this country even unto the 20th century, but then she was not called a witch. People were somewhat more sophisticated. That would no longer work even with the ignorant as easily as merely telling said widow that her husband did not own the property. If he did not ‘own the property’ and the widow had no way of proving otherwise, the bankers and lawyers usurping the role of the church in small towns and rural areas, got said ‘un-owned’ property. Just a little bit different twist on the same old scam, but there it is.
So, to me, a crone is a widow woman (she does not always have to be a widow woman, but she is most always alone with no male protector in the home) of say about 50 give or take some years, depending on the individual, and older who owns some property; but now she is a lot smarter and better equipped to handle evil doers than her predecessors! *lol* And, as well, she has gained some skills in the matters of healing, spirituality or just plain knowledge of the world.
We are often highly educated, but not necessarily so. Education is not necessarily a mark of wisdom. We know who we are. And we know how to be in the world in a right way. And we have reached the time in our lives when we really do not care that much what other people think of who we are or how we live our lives.
Now, that is my definition of a crone! And I proudly declare myself as one...
August 3, 2011 (not proof read)
Well, finally Weebly let me on to proof read my last entry on page IV. I was surprised when I noticed the tone… or voice change in the writing. Even more was I surprised to see the last paragraphs clearly stating what was happening. And Waban, my Guide and Teacher, was correct in that I am not upset, merely startled I guess. And again correct that I was not totally conscious of the change when originally typing. After all these thoughts must move through my mind. I do truly notice that there are times when they flow much quicker almost as though they are thoughts running through my mind not thought by my mind, if that makes any sense. From many many years of meditation as well as hypnosis, it is indeed very easy for me to go into an altered state of consciousness. I have learned in this state to trust the thoughts that move through me.
I have meditated with trees for over ten years, and at a certain point I recognize what it is that they want me to take from the meditation. One of my trees was damaged during a hurricane. My neighbor took it upon himself to have two large limbs cut off on both sides of the tree. The one hanging partly over his drive way. Legally he could cut any limbs that hung over his property, but he took it upon himself to have them trimmed against the tree. That being about eight feet onto my property. The tree is rotting out at those sites. I believe he did more to the tree than cut the limbs, like poison. One day they were fresh cuts, the next it looked like they were painted black. He denied that he had anything to do with the paint. Almost immediately there after, the tree began to rot. I was so distressed. I went out one night and held the tree in my arms, it is a very old tree so my arms do not go more than about a guarter of the way around it. I was crying. And I begged it not to die. I told it how much I loved it. Finally I stopped thinking and just stood there feeling the peace and deepness of the giant Oak Tree. The thought that came loud and clear through my mind was, "do not mourn if I should die. Everytime you touch an Oak Tree, you will be touching me." I felt such peace, but it did not end my mourning for the injury to my tree. It did help me; however, accept what had been done. I wish I could forgive my neighbor, but the best I can do is not allow myself to dwell on it too much. And I am not a Christian, so I do not have to turn the other check. I will watch him like a Hawk, and if he injuries anything on my property again, he will talk with the police. No more Ms. Nice Widow. He has his and I have mine. I have always left his alone, should he choose not to show the same courtesy again he will pay the price. I'm dead serious about my trees!
As I mentioned at other times, I did work with hypnosis for many years. Through that medium I made direct contact with my Guide despite the fact that we were going for something entirely different. It was a surprise, and I questioned whether I made him up somehow in my mind like a dream, say. Very soon we were both sure that it was not the case, and I stopped questioning and began learning. Never did this channeled entity tell me anything negative or hurtful. Never did he try to tell me what to do. If I asked advice, he would give it. But always it was up to me whether or not I took said advice.
There were many times that he provided really direct evidence to the woman I was working with of his sincerity and intent in the communication. He would answer personal questions for her after having been asked permission, and I would not recall most of that. Many is the time that he proved to be a bit of a jokester. I have to laugh now. If we went to a training that he felt I did not need, he would show himself to me in comical ways. Eventually if I did not 'get it,' he would say, "you do not need this." He did not mind hurting feelings in this regard. It was surprising the results of confessing why I stopped doing this, that or the other. Frequently I would turn into an observer rather than a participant at certain seminars. Unless he felt there was no value at all, he would humor me in my participation.
Once I was asked to visualize a famous person from the past and place them in an imaginary stage. I just randomly pictured what I thought Florence Nightingale might look like. I do not really know why she came to my mind, but she did. Recall I hope that I am a very visual person, I visualize everything. When someone is speaking to me, when I am speaking to someone.... I assure you, everything. I suppose that aids me in this process. Anyway, I digress. As we were directed to introduce ourselves and ask some simple questions, Florence suddenly acquired two long black braids. Before I could hardy accept that change, her dress and apron turned into a modern blue denim man’s shirt and jeans right before my inner eyes. Then an old Indian man’s face much like my dad’s appeared where hers had been, and he was laughing. He said, “You don’t need this, Peachbird.” That was it, I dropped out though I hoped it was not noticed. But, it was. My hypnosis partner introduced me to the person giving the seminar and told him my experience. He was shocked, but then took it with good humor. She said, “See I told you.”
Now once with her, before we stopped working together, she and a friend asked me if I would do an experiment with them. I said I would. They asked me to channel the friend's Aunt who had just crosses over to the other side. I did, or I thought I did. A thin nervous voiced woman spoke to me. I described what I saw. I should have noticed by the fact that she was wearing an old fashion long black dress with long sleeves and a rather large white lace collar that she could not be said Aunt. But in the hypnosis state I did not… as I learned later, I was not supposed to have noticed, but did during a deep meditation at home. Sometimes Wabon would speak to me through these sessions, many times not. If I asked, he usually would. This time unasked, he said that what I saw was not what they wanted me to see. He said they had their own plans for my gift, and he wished to spare me the waste of my time. He said we had more important “fish to fry.” He can be very humorous. At least he is to me. I trusted his judgment on the matter and don’t believe I ever mentioned the event to my hypnosis friend as the subject simply did not come up again. There are many paths presented to us along the way, but very frequently there is a better direction than the one we suppose. Thankfully we do have Guides and Teachers on the other side who help us as far as possible without interfering with our freewill.
Once we were doing a session at home, my sister and I. I didn't feel any change in her manner, but Wabon must have. Suddenly quite unexpectedly he said with good humor, "I sense a bit of distrust in you." With a chuckle, he said, “Perhaps a little rain will help.” At that moment I was consciously aware of rain on the roof and right outside my bedroom window. He continued to laugh at both our surprises I guess, and he said it was enough for one day. My two young children came running into the bedroom calling out, “Mom, Mom, it just rained… it just rained just on our house. The sun was shining, and it just rained on our house! It didn’t rain anywhere else.” My sister and I looked at each other in surprise. LOL I said something to the effect of “wow, only in Texas!” And the kids went running back out to play. She confessed that hairs stood up all over her body when the rain started.
These are just a couple of incidents that I thought you might enjoy. My fingers are getting tired of typing so I will stop for now. And I guess we shall see what becomes of channeling in this medium. I never would have thought of this. But… no, it does not bother me. If it happens, it happens; if it does not, it does not.
August 2, 2011 (not proof read)
Now, what consenting adults do of their own free will is their own business as long as children are not part of the equation. We may be appalled by the woman that is beaten senseless and keeps returning for more, but that is her prerogative and free will. But we must as a society condemn the fact that she allows her children to be abused as well, merely to allow such is a betrayal of her Karmic debt not just to herself through those children or fragments of her own entity but allowing them to witness her abuse. No matter how it is viewed; the karma is being perpetuated on all levels of the Soul Gestalt. And since all time is now, the retribution or debt is being perpetuated throughout all the alternative realities as well. This idea of karma as you know it is a much more complicated and multi layered concept that is very difficult for those in this plane to wrap your minds around.
I digress...
At some point we must condemn this behavior and do so in a way that makes these women aware of that fact. The media is perfect for this task. In this day and age, TV is a necessity in almost all homes; therefore, this is the perfect avenue to spread this lack of acceptance by society as a whole. The only exception to this generality is the likes of the Mormon polygamist camp in Texas so much in the news right now. Such cults will have to be broken in whatever way is possible, for cults they are which victimize women and children in the name of religion. Sad as it sounds to hold victimized women accountable as well the males in the community for the abuse; it is the only way to stop this behavior in its tracks. These women should be treated as prisoners of war and receive extensive psychological treatment (Childen need this treatment as well) as part of their accountability. As they understand their own culpability in these crimes, they will of necessity have to change their behavior and perhaps be reunited with their children under supervision in time. The male victimizers should not. They should be treated as the worst rapists and pedophiles.
The only way to turn this travesty to society around is to make it known loud and clear that it IS a travesty against not only their victims but society as a whole. Then and only then shall these horrors be stopped in their tracks. As a society we must accept responsibility for any and all travesties of this nature not only here in the U.S., but the world. Sex Slave victimization for example continues because the world society does not care enough to stand up in arms against it.
There is Soul Gestalt identity karma as well as the individual soul focus of one aspect of the Soul and must be dealt with accordingly if the entire Soul Group is to move forward.
Each Soul manifestation of the entire Entity is on a journey to raise the consciousness of not only entire Groups, but the individual as well. Never do you lose your individuality as a Soul Aspect of the entire Soul Gestalt, but you are in some part responsible for the entire group as the entire gestalt is in some ways responsible for each individual. Each individual aspect is on a journey to raise its own consciousness as well, and therefore never in fact loses its individual personality identity.
On the other side of this reality, for lack of a better description, you are growing into the very Guides and Teachers within your own Soul Group who guide your development. Always you are guided by more evolved Souls within your Soul Gestalt Entity. Eventually as you mature and learn you will evolve into a Guide for other fragments of your Soul Group. This is why I suggest that you pray to your guides and teachers, not as Gods; but as those who are your immediate connectionn on this side of reality for lack of a better description.
We on this side of reality are not in physical form as are you there. We are a form of energy that is in constant flux as we truly understand the nature of reality and how to function within the perimeters. You there have broader abilities than you give yourself credit, and as I speak through this woman she is experiencing one of these skills and that is as a go between, so to speak, for my message to as many as I can reach through her. Trust me that she will be perhaps surprised when she reads this tomorrow as to the nature of her message, for she is conscious that these things are flowing through her consciousness, but not that she is indeed channeling what I as her Guide and Teacher wish to impart to you through her.
She looks at these sessions as though they are a sort of confirmation of her Spiritual Knowledge. One of the purposes of this entity is to do just as she is. She has been prepared all of her life for the things that she is experiencing now. And just as she spoke of hypnosis earlier in her writings, she is aware on some level and yet not. She is under no threat of losing her identity. She is her identity for all intents and purposes, but she is a medium or channel for higher learning as well.
We do not wish to tax her over much, so we will end this session now. I assure you she is entirely safe and has experienced channeling myself, her Guide and Teacher, through hypnosis so though this may surprise her, it will not necessarily frighten her. The name she knows me by is Wabon of the Thunder Beings she communes with on a daily basis. This communion strengthens her ability to channel. We know her by the name, Peachbird. Lest you think this a little name, it makes reference to Owl, one of her Animal Spirits and a very powerful one at that.
Thank you for your patience with both myself and this beloved entity as we begin our first attempt at communication.
Okay, Okay, I'm tired now… so I will stop… go easy.. and in a good way...
Tricia
September 20, 2011
Well, politics are on my mind today. So, our President has come out for the middle class, jobs and Israel. I agree with all these stances.
Class warfare to tax the wealthy? LOL The GOP can only say that they vow no tax increases… Not on the wealthy that is, because they do want to raise our taxes and they do want to begin to gut Social Security. They want to privatize medicare with a voucher. 15,000 dollars would go nowhere for insurance. And as far as major illness, you would find yourself on the streets in a heart beat. They don’t believe in lethal injection at the request of the terminally ill, but they would send you home to die in your own bed whether or not you were ready for that eventuality. Pretty sound thinking for the GOP guys, but they are still trying to cram it down our throats.
Since when is it in the interest of the middle class to vote for huge tax breaks for the wealthy. I have heard repeatedly today that the average secretary pays more taxes than the CEOs of these mighty companies… I like to just call them the Fat Cats of Wall Street and Big Oil, etc. Better listen up, voters… or we, the people, will be continuing on this water slide down the hill of democracy into Corporate Dictatorship.
Of course, we need jobs! And all one has to do is look around at the bad bridges and deteriorating roads all over this country to see where to start. I think Obama has a handle on this situation. And I am well pleased.
Now, Israel… We must support Israel. We fought WWII to free what was left of the Jews and stop Hitler’s sweep across Europe. This is a Karmic situation. We are tied to the Jews of Israel by an umbilical cord that cannot be severed. They are in the midst of enemies all around them. To turn our backs on them would be to throw them to the Wolves! We owe them our support, and so does the world. This does not mean that they are always right anymore than we are, but they are as close to Christianity that is over there in the Middle East and their's is the Father of Christianity. We need to protect our own. I'm no Christian, but I do honor the teachings of Jesus. I just don't care for what the churches have done with the teachings of Jesus. Christianity is the religion of Paul not of Jesus. I digress... And we need to remember that over 6 million Jews died in Nazi Germany. And we fought for them as well as our own interests.
I don’t like to wax political, but sometimes we must recall that politics are part of our spirituality. To sit back and do nothing is to give up our rights. This country fought hard and well for the democracy we have today. We need to recall that. Freedom is precious. We need to protect it at all costs.
But that does not mean sending our young men and women into harms way to fight unnecessary wars. The Middle East has been in turmoil forever. We will not end that anytime soon. We need to end the steady pipe line of young lives and money this war is draining from our economy. We will not save the Arab world. Only they can save themselves.
September 19, 2011 Evening: Who is Waban?
As I read the entry below, I can see that I am very self conscious as a channel here. In hypnosis or meditation, it is not so. I am very comfortable and clear. I guess it is knowing that others will be reading my words. I do better to just allow the words to flow from my fingertips trusting that they make sense, which means I am channeling my Guide; but in a different way.
Waban is part of my Soul Gestalt. He is an entity that is more advanced and no longer needs to experience in the physical realm. He guides many such as I who are part of my Soul Gestalt. Many are aspects of my own personality or Soul, but others are far more distant from me. He does not control anyone, but merely guides our soul growth much like a very good teacher would do.
Waban comes to me in hypnosis as an Indian Elder. Sometimes he is in jeans and a denim shirt. Sometimes he is in a bright colored ribbon shirt. And other times his shirt is a soft leather loose fitting garment. Always he has black braids with grey here and there. He is strong looking, not elderly feeble. I have noticed that many older Amer. Indians have this look long into their later years. Anyway, he has a kind and caring face. In fact, he has features very like my own dad, now that I think of it. He has a quick wit, and chuckles frequently. And now that I think of it, I do as well. I truly find humor in all things. And of course, he is part of my Soul Gestalt.
Never has he ever told me what to do per se. If I ask advice, he will give it only sparingly. But he is always eager to remind me that I have free will and that I can trust my heart in all things. Like many Indian Elders, he teachs with questions not necessarily answers.
Over the many years that he has been a conscious part of my life, I have grown to love him very dearly and trust him completely. Sometimes I question my own judgement, but never his. I know in my heart that he is only with me for my highest good.
September 19, 2011
Now, as can be seen by the last two entries you are doing much more in the sleep state than ever you may have thought. In that realm, you plan your very existence and the situations from which you will learn the most. This process is practiced by all your alternative counterparts so that you are in constant flux as to your purpose. Indeed, you may find that you do not know why some events happen to you. They may seem quite unexpected, and not at all contrived. They are not contrived per se. They have been processed on so many levels that you would not understand here. What you are about here is Soul Growth. And you choose to focus all your so called attention into this physical reality, when in actuality this is hardly the case. You have chosen certain circumstances and then projected them into your reality. But if you would allow your mind to open to these other possibilities, you will find that you are much more than you believe and you have much more power for change than you can ever imagine. There are parallel streams of consciousness always at your disposal not only in the sleep state, but in your wakening reality as welll. And you will be able to detect these other streams of consciousness frequently if you know how to look for them.
Peachbird and I have worked to give you some guide posts. Now then pay closer attention to your dreams. Take a moment on awakening and grasp that dream that is slipping away from you. Make a note of it, just a few words will suffice to remind you. Then when you have the time, allow yourself to review the dream and what it means to you. You may recall in earlier entries that we spoke of the lack of need for frightening dreams. If you are experiencing these, then before going to sleep at night speak to your subconscious mind just as you would to another person… though of course, it is not. Tell that portion of your brain that you do not need to be frightened by dreams to understand the message. Soon you will see that you do not have such dreams. As well those that you do have will be much more insightful than frightening.
Our Peachbird does not recall that she does not have so called nightmares any longer when recalling the dream in the last entry. That is why the dream mentioned below was not frightening to her. It served a purpose for her to know what was happening in that reality and why it matters to this one. She saw the connection. She gained understanding. This did not entail the need to frighten her. We have worked so long that it is true she does not have nightmares, only learning experiences. With only a little practice you will be able to do the same. Don’t rush, just let it happen.
After you have mastered this dream related knowledge then we will begin to look at our waking connections to alternative realities. For example, Peachbird frequently sees things out of the corner of her eye when she is focused into say a TV program. Frequently she ignores them. But recently she has been trying to grab hold of what she experienced. Was it a shadow of another reality? Sometimes she gets a feeling about those shapes and she is trying to grab hold of the meaning of the connection to whatever she is doing or thinking. This will lead her to a far greater understanding in time. By simply becoming aware of something, you open all new possiblities.
Merely by knowing these things, by having read them; you have placed these ideas into your conscious mind so that it will be easier for you to come to terms with the information.
I can almost hear some of you saying, how does this mesh with my religious or spiritual belief systems? Let me assure you that it should not change it one whit. What it will do is expand it if you will open your mind to your process. You are so much more than you could ever imagine.
Good night, Little Bird, we have done well. It is somehow easier for her to speak in her own person even though I am right here behind her words. That is my job, my duty to her. I guide and teach her on many different levels. And I assure you that each and every one of you has Guides and Teachers such as me. We are you, evolved over a much longer period of time. And yet you are and always have been you. That may seem contradictory, but it is not. For you have access to all the knowledge that is there for your Soul Gestalt Group. You are never at the whim of chance. Always we are here to guide you in your circumstance. Just trust that. And you will see that all you have to experience will be easier.
Trust yourself, dear ones, trust yourselves.
Thank you, Waban. Always I am humbled when this happens, when I can get out of the way and be a clear channel without feeling too self conscious. I feel sure that I muddle a lot of things, but I am trying.
You are welcome, my child. Perfection is not the goal for anyone, only that you strive to do your best. You are well loved as are you all.
September 18, 2011 Continued from last entry, dreams and their connection to alternative realities and the soul's purpose. Proof read...
Having read and corrected the last entry quickly, I am drawn to record more on this experience. What happened to those animals was extreme and insanely horrific. I have neither seen nor heard of such treatment of an animal/s. And this is not something that I would make up as I do so much despise abuse of animals. In fact, it is nothing that I would contrive at all as I don’t allow myself to dwell on such things; though I have reported people near my school for animal abuse. This was something that I witnessed as myself now, and participated in as myself there.
I literally taped into one of my alterative realities I am sure. The fact that it does not sicken me, and I can record this here without emotion is indeed another aspect that to me proves it is not anything I could have made up. I see no symbolism in this dream to correlate to my present focus in this life time. Horse and Wolf are among my Spirit Animals, and this surely points to one of the reasons why.
When I woke up this morning, this was what I woke up with in my conscious mind which is the memory of this dream. It was not as though I was re-dreaming. It was more that I saw an extension. There is a red truck with a flat bed attached. It was full of hay; and I am riding in the back with the two animals. Both had been forced to stand on their feet due to the shortness of the chains attached to the ceiling. Now both animals lay down in the hay and rest. They pant as I talk to them, and I believe they actually slept on the ride to wherever we were going. I could see a barn in my mind where I knew we would take the animals, but I do not recall actually arriving there.
This seemed to be my life’s work. But judging by the truck and the way the men were dressed, it must have been in the 1930s or 40s. Everyone wore striped overalls or khaki trousers, but also felt men’s dress hats that were worn and dusty. I was dressed the same and so loose the fit that I could easily pass for a man if one did not look so closely at my face. My hair was black as it is in this lifetime. My features were very similar. In fact, perhaps the same as we do not actually know how we look since mirrors and photographs flatten the image to two dimensions, and we of course, are three dimensional. This I know as an artist.
Now, I feel this dream is important for the very fact that I needed an example of the dreams that touch into other realities. As well, I needed to be able to explain how we lose such dreams so easily or discount them. As I write these entries it is as though I am pulling up deep memories of things I have read about spirituality all of my life. And, I am bringing them into my conscious mind as they are needed to share with my readers. These are things that I have internalized taking what felt right to me and discarding what did not.
I think it is very important at this time in our history in this reality that these things are brought to the surface. I feel certain that many of you can relate to what I am saying if you merely trust your feelings as they bubble to the surface of your mind. We have all had these sorts of dreams. Now you have a reference to look more closely at what you are dreaming from a different perspective.
This may feel strange and unimaginable to many of you. And that is fine. I did not read these things just a couple of weeks ago or months, but over many years. I worked with hypnosis for about 10 years. So I have had many, many experiences of this sort over my lifetime. As well I work spiritually every day in prayer, brief, and my own form of meditation. I am very adept at making myself one with anything in nature as I have said before.
I don’t think it is any coincidence that I was forced into an early retirement this year. It was a legitimate situation due to financial constraints. But not all were forced to get rid of Fine Arts teachers. My school was small, so it was logical that the core curriculum would remain. Now this all sounds very logical. And I very well might have been able to find a new job, but for my health conditions. I’m a serious diabetic, I suffer from chronic depression since the death of my husband and daughter, and I miss a lot of time as a consequence. No administrator is going to take that on unless forced to do so. Plus there are many new and much younger teachers right out of university who would start work at a much less pay rate. And as I found, I could retire with enough money to live fairly comfortably. I surely will not live to access, but I will manage quite well with care.
Now again this all sounds quite logical to me. But somehow I know that it is more than that. It was time for a change in my life. My life’s purpose required more of me. And so here I am following my impulses and my stream of consciousness knowing full well that much of what flows from my fingertips is coming from inside me. I know I am in touch with my Guide, Waban. And I am doing as directed, though it feels like it is all my conscious effort.
Right now, the Thunder Beings are rumbling in the sky. I feel that all through my body and mind. It is as though I have a heightened awareness. And now I hear the rain. And it is beautiful. We are so much in need of this rain, and I do give thanks for it. Somehow when the Thunder talks and the rains come, it is in direct connection with whatever I am doing or thinking at the time. It has been so dry, no rain for weeks! So this is most surely welcome.
Beloved Peachbird, we are so well pleased with your efforts here. You have brought almost all of the meaning of this dream to the surface of your consciousness. There is more, much more as this alternative reality is repeated in many different realities. As you connect to this one, so do others relate to you in similar fashion, but each in keeping with that life’s purpose. So here both you and your readers can see that you do not lose your self, per se; but only you are connected and learn and grow from the others. And all are connected through the Soul Gestalt.
Well done, Little Bird, well done…
September 17, 2011 Dreams and their connection to alternative realities... proof read.
Now, we can touch into these alternative realities in the dream state, and we most frequently do whether or not you recall it. Most dreams are superficial from your subconscious mind to the conscious mind. Or so it seems. Actually, many, many more than you would assume, are dreams of contact with your Soul Group and alternative realities. Those dreams as they come to the consciousness are often polished up a bit so as not to make a conscious impact on your ego. That is because we are so firmly focused into this reality that we make conscious decision not to be aware of these other realities in which we are just as focused as here. On that level we also make decisions about what we are going to allow as our experiences on all levels. Frequently, we dissect a dream and polish it up so that it carries little semblance to the original encounter.
If you can suspend your focus and allow yourself to pick up on these other streams of consciousness from alternative realities with the belief that you can, you will be able to tap into those other realities consciously. As I said, we are doing just that all the time, we just do not allow it to bleed through into consciousness as such.
Frequently, we make selections of what we will allow into this reality. You will catch yourself in this process if you think about it. It’s where you have a vivid dream, but as you awake you feel it slipping away immediately. Then by the time you are completely awake you only remember tidbits, but not enough to make sense.
I had one of those dreams this morning. I am still trying to dissect the meaning of this powerful dream. It should have felt like a nightmare, but it did not. The location for the dream was in a slaughter house. Horses were being slaughtered I assume for dog food, or perhaps horses were eaten just as cattle are now; I have no idea. There seemed to be a separate part of this large warehouse looking place where the owner was about some sort of evil. Now this room was only separated from the live horses, by a partition. One could hear the animals milling about and calling to one another. So these animals were as close to what was going on in this other room as to be aware of the plight of the animals there. And sense it was a form of a torture room, they picked up on the fear and torment of the animals in that room; and they were high tempered as a result.
A horse and a wolf were chained in this room quite near each other but not touching. The wolf could come within into a foot of the horse, and no more. The horse could move into the area, but would most surely be attacked by the wolf. And this is how they were fed. A dead horse’s head would be tied to the head of the horse by a rope attached to the horse's harness right behind the head so that the only way the wolf could eat was if the horse would move into that foot's length of danger. The wolf could then tear at the horse’s head until he pulled it off the neck of the poor horse. Then the horse would back up to safety and there would be some hay and grain waiting. Both animals were thin; the dog however was near starving. I saw this routine complete one cycle and I wondered how it was that this had come to be, and how long these animals had suffered this torment.
It seemed as though my awareness of what was happening coincided with the discovery by the men who worked in the slaughterhouse. They knew there was a dog or something in this separate area as well as a horse, but they were told it was none of their business. I have no idea how it happened that after so long someone came to the rescue of these pitiful animals. And the way it was done was to somehow let the other horses run through the room, which they did in terror of the wolf held captive by a large chain attached to the ceiling. Once the horses ran through, the men came to the rescue of the animals.
One man walked toward the weakened horse, which had little energy to resist. He tossed his head, reared a few inches off the ground and whinnied in pain. The man motioned to me, and I took his place with the terrified horse. I gently took the traumatized animal by the harness and began to caress his head and neck and speak to him in soothing words. Two other men were trying to get the wolf to go into a cage for removal. Both animals were terrified. But the Horse once realizing that this person was there with kindness began to calm though he continued to tremble. The wolf was beyond calming. He would take time as he had been tormented by the owner of the place and nearly starved; and he was a creature of the wild.
If one can only imagine the horror of this situation, two animals who would be rather natural enemies locked in survival mode. One could not live without the other. So they learned to adept in a fashion that was surprising to me. I had watched the man come in and tie the horse head to harness of the horse so that he had to come within inches of the wolf to give him his dinner knowing that he would not get his until this grizzly business was finished. The animals depended on each other to survive. I watched the horse slowly move forward, his eye rolling in pain and fright. I watched the wolf lunge at the horse head still dripping blood. He pulled and pulled with the horse pulling back as though to help, but rather to save himself injury if those sharp teeth were to miss the mark and take him down. These were two Alpha Male animals chained together in this terrible life and death situation.
When I watched the above I was the observer. When I took the horses head I was a woman dressed like a man, I could not see that well. I seemed to be watching and participating at the same time. I talked to the horse gently breathing his breath. And then whispering into his ear that it was alright that I was there to help; and he would never suffer this again. I did this not only with words but with images of what I was saying. I have learned in this life time to calm animals by talking to them and visualizing what I am saying. Obviously this is something I am doing in alternative realities as welll.
Now, one would think that this must surely had been a nightmare. But I did not see it that at all. I have always hated child or animal abuse. I cannot understand the creature that could find pleasure in abusing something helpless and at its mercy, but I know there are so many of these in the world. I pray that there will come a time when this will end; a time when mankind will truly find its humanity.
Though this is a horrific story, I think it serves to explain what I am speaking of when I say that we are experiencing many alternative realities that are directly related to this life time. We touch into them in the dream state. Sometimes if we are very lucky, we bring the memory back into this consciousness. Most frequently, we lose them as we are awakening. I almost lost this dream, but I struggled to hold onto it because it was so powerful. And I did. But even now, this dream threatens to slip away; and that is why I have come here to record it in its entirety.
I believe that in that alternative reality, I am working somehow for abused animals in some kind of shelter or program. The workers at that slaughter house reported the abuse. And they ran the horses through the barn door and out the other side while other men captured the owner and disappeared from my vision. My focus was the animals. I seemed to be like a horse whisperer. I did the same soothing talk to the wolf as well as the horse. It was much more difficult because he was in the metal mesh crate, and the poor animal growled and lunged at his confines. In his weakened state, he could not keep this up for long. So, it was then that I spoke to him, and caressed him with my mind until he lay down in exhaustion breathing heavily on the floor of his cage. I know that I was going to travel with the horse, and I believe that the wolf would travel with us as well so that I could work with them on the way to wherever we were going.
This most surely should be viewed as a nightmare. But I have not had a nightmare in so many years that I cannot remember. And this was not like a nightmare. It was a life’s experience. And the ego tries very hard to protect the consciousness. But I have heard of these things before. I have seen them in hypnosis sessions. And I have similarities in my life.
I was in a relationship with a man with horses for three years. Though I had no past experiences with horses, I seemed to be able to do everything but carry on a verbal conversation with them. I had not even heard of the true horse whisperer until many years later. In fact, I only heard about and read his books about four years ago. Then I was so struck by the fact that I was doing the same thing with those horses. I literally trained and gentled the young stallion. I loved those horses and often say that I miss them much more than I ever missed the man.
It does seem that things are coming into my mind that seem important to share here. I cannot think of any other reason that I would be able to experience this dream without feeling any revulsion other than what I would feel for any animal in this condition. I want the man dead that did that to them. But I have no idea what he suffered for his inhumane crime against nature. But I am positive that I am supposed to recall this dream and record it here.
You are correct, Peachbird, this is important for this reason; and we are well pleased that you were able to hold onto the dream and realize its importance. Rest now, and proof read for mistakes and clarifications at another time.
September 15, 2011
(NOT proof read)
Idea: beveled mirrored room… whichever facet you are focused into is your reality. The other facets are no less valid. Aspects of your Soul Group are all around you. You only experience the one you are focused into. Each of those aspects is as real as you, and if you would allow yourself to believe you could do so; you could consciously make a kind of contact. It is only your extreme focus into your present reality that keeps you from being able to make that contact. But, whether you know it or not, there is constant feedback between all those Aspect that does, consciously or not, affect your own reality. And it is always part of the puzzle that you can change your focus and be part of the other reality allowing your own to be occupied either permanently or temporary by another Aspect of your Soul Group. This exchange would be for the highest good of each Aspect. And you would not consciously feel at a loss in the newish environment. You might feel a little disorientated for a time, but that would slowly go away. This can only happen with the complete cooperation of both Entities.
If you could step into another room of the same type of beveled mirrors, only in a parallel universe such as say, Ancient Egypt then you would be taping into the experiences and soul growth of those more distant Aspects of your own Soul Group. This does happen frequently. And there is a constant bleed through of knowledge.
The Soul Group learns and grows through the experiences of all it’s aspects in all realities, and yet, maintains its own anonymity. Each Aspect of yourself that you project into reality becomes a separate entity of its own to grow and learn just as you did when you were projected into reality by another Aspect of your Soul Group. You will each grow and learn from the other.
The universe is constantly growing. There is no end in sight just as there is no real beginning to lay a finger on. Just that in the beginning there was the word and the word was made light and the light made the world in all its beauty and wonder.
That was a bit confusing even to me, and I'm trying to put it together for others to read. What I am trying to say is that you are much larger than you realize, but you do not lose the personae that you know and love as yourself, your ego. What will happen upon moving from this plan to the next with death, is that you will meet yourself and you will see how much more you are. But there is never any fear of losing yourself. You are merely going to learn that you are much more than you ever realized. And that is beautiful not something to dread o fear.
This is a very elaborate analogy/metaphor, but I hope that it will help to clarify at least some of the confusion that might be garnered by those who are just beginning to be exposed to such ideas.
September 13, 2011
Religion and Politics, Religion and Spirituality:
I am a firm believer in separation of church and state. The way it looks to me is that early settlers came here from Europe to get away from religions persecution, and promptly began religious persecution. I believe our founding fathers saw this and made it one of the cornerstones of constitution because this new world was to be about Freedom. They wanted to insure freedom to live your life and prosper as long as you were not taking that right from another.
When someone is trying to legislate their religion, they are planning on limiting yours. Make no mistake about that. I am all for freedom, but I am not for someone telling me or anyone else what I can or cannot do with my own body and mind. And I definitely will not allow anyone to limit my ability to worship the Creator in my own way.
September 12, 2011
Okay, I just watched part of a program on physics, and I learned that science agrees with my spiritual observations that alternative realities are not just an idea from my mind and others who are interested in metaphysical reality, but true reality proven as such. Now I have no interest whatsoever in science beyond what I need to survive in the world I live in. Under the umbrella of science I include physics, biology (which does interest me), chemistry… Oh, any of it. I want to know enough to feel at least some knowledge, but not enough to want the nuts and bolts and details. Actually, at university, I took introduction to so many of these classes because I wanted to have a feel for it. A lot, I dropped immediately, as soon as I saw it held no real interest for me. *shrug* I guess I have always been like that. What I am really interested in, I go to with all I have. But other things, rudimentary knowledge suits me fine.
Despite the fact that I feel so, I know that we have alternative realities parallel to this one… image it somewhat like standing in a room of bevel cut mirrors. Your reflection is repeated so many times that you lose sight of where one begins and another ends. The reality that is your own most personal is the one that you do focus into at that given opportunity in time, for lack of a better word, and space. Another time, it might be one of the other aspects of your soul group. The mirror metaphor was always easy for me to wrap my mind around. Another that seems to answer for me is to simply imagine I am inside a cut crystal with a multitude of facets.
And I actually crystallized this concept in conversation with my sister. She was talking about reincarnation. Suddenly it was like a light went off in my head! And I was not thinking of linear reincarnation but a perfect description of my belief system of alternative realities, which to me is all that reincarnations are about. For some reason I thought my metaphor would help her understand my perspective on the Soul Gestalt theory. She and I view the same spiritual subjects in very different ways. I think it is the difference in the way our minds work. We have 50% of the same genes from our parents, so genetics tells us. And it’s that other 50%, I guess, that makes all the difference. We love each other dearly, so there is no problem with thinking differently or expressing thusly as well. In fact, it gives us food for thought, I do believe.
Now, in an alternative reality, it is my belief that we are living as we are here in a sort of way. I’m who I am and she is who she is, but, we may be relating in an entirely different manner with each other. The fact still remains that we are who we are in those realities. If we were to meet one another by stepping out of two different realities, we would probably recognize the other unless we really got into exchanging ideas and life’s circumstance. Then we would find the differences.
I believe it is the intensity of our thought patterns, needs and desires that dictate which one of our alternative realities we inhabit with the most intensity. Example, in this lifetime, my husband and daughter died. In an alternative reality, we may be all together. Or we may have lost one family member, but not the other. The alternatives can be closely related or very different indeed, but it is still me living in this here and now as well as there in that reality.
The question of reincarnation comes to the fore when we think of how that concept is different. If all time is now, then alternative and parallel universes exist at the same point in time and space as we know it. But if we are experiencing in say, Ancient Egypt, Early Indigenous People in primitive America, or now as we know it; then we have to have another concept. For me that is a Parallel Universe. It is still me. If we meet in the Soul Gestalt Group, I would know me, just as you would know you.
All of these identities will come together and make “me” from my alternative realities. But, I would find other me’s who are different. I will recognize them, but there will be some differences that are very much like that between two siblings. Which is what brought me to this subject to begin with. And that conversation that caused the light bulb to come on in my head thinking of the difference between the way my sister viewed reincarnation and the way I did. To me the mirrored room was perfect, for she was thinking of quantum physics I believe she said. I feel they are just two explanations of the same reality expressed in two different ways by two people who understand each other very well, but still do not agree on every thing.
That to me will be exactly what it will or is like to move into gestalt soul self, I will meet myself from different realities and we will assimilate our experiences and we will be melded into one entity expressing in different realities. But when we come from parallel universes, there will be the major differences. And yet, we will be able to meld with that entity and learn from all its experiences. And always we will be Us… and there will be no other “us” out there that is even remotely like Us. Never will we lose our selves, so to speak. Never will the self that you know here disappear or be lost. I wish I could describe it better for I feel I understand it better than I have said.
Peachbird: You are growing sleepy, so go lie down and watch your TV for a bit. Let your mind rest. This has been a good session even though you question it. Go along now… we are well pleased…
September 9, 2011 (Proof read with many small changes. Okay, I did it again September 10, 2011.)
I try not to wax political here, because I do believe that I am about spirituality. But I realized on the 7th that politics is even a part of spirituality. I’ll proof read this later and see if this is really what I want to say. If you want to read knowing it is political rhetoric then go right ahead. If you do not choose to do so, then that is your prerogative. I’m not telling anyone what to believe politically. What I am asking you to do is question politics and the politicians who are supposed to support us.
Having proof read the previous entry, I am struck by the fact that I have launched into an entirely different area of my spiritual, alternative reality, and guidance from the other side. I truly thought that there was no real connection between Earth Changes and the political war that is being waged against the middle class. I was very correction in my declaration that we are being… well, hoodwinked into believing that both parties are for the best interest of the People. Indeed, they are not. They are in the best interests of the base for which they claim allegiance. Be assured that both parties are at fault. The GOP is a bit more overt, they will vote for nothing unless they are driven to it by the will of the people who are voting for them. The Democrats are a bit more inclined to work for their base, the middle class people of this country. But make no mistake; a lot of them are in the back pockets of the lobbyists who are, of course, being paid by big business as well. Otherwise, they would not begin voting against your interests from the moment they get into office.
From the moment a congressman reaches the Capitol, they are courted by lobbyists. We pay them with our votes, but the lobbyists are paid to lure them into wonderful vacations, shares in large companies, monetary bribes for their reelection. They are given so many perks that it would not be in their own best interest to go against the mammoth Corporations. I see this country going backwards into an era that had no concern whatsoever for the commonman. Those who are fighting for the highest good of all concerned get the title of Bleeding Heart Liberals. When did it become a dirty word to want the best for the planet and the people who live on its surface?
When did the Media manipulate the news for the betterment of the wealthy? I assure you that is what they do. Profits drive the news. News media IS big business. What incentive do they have to tell the news from a fair and unbiased perspective? None. They do as they are directed. And some of them are in the same place as the politicians. They have been given shares in large companies, and all the perks that the lobbyists can provide. And I assure you that with a bit of digging, this will be “brought to the light.”
I shop around for my news. I do not trust any one source. I do watch Fox News on occasion, but it is difficult. The local news is pretty good. It’s the national, political news that is slanted. Warren Buffet who owns Fox just made a magnanimous offer to have his income taxed more fairly. In the beginning, I heard his with words of gratitude. But then I learned more about him. He is a profit seeker, of course. What better way to legitimize his interests than to do what he did. The media and right wing conservatives screamed bloody murder, Class Warfare was their refrain. So now, we are to believe that all that comes from his network is for the best interests of the People rather than him. I would like to think that there is a bit of sincerity in his decision to come forward with that proposal. But, I have become a cynic over the years. Well, I guess I always was cynical. I want some proof, not just lip service; and I believe that is what he gave us!
I listened to the President last night. So much of what he said made sense and I believe will be good for the country. But he could have gone so much farther. And I sincerely believe that if he did, the middle class of this country would have come out in droves to support him. If we get ourselves together and keep constant pressure on our elected officials; we cannot help but make a change.
We need to start listening to what they're saying. Truly listen, with a cynical mind. And then research what they say. Shop around for your news. And don’t be afraid to watch political humorist for they can say with humor what others cannot. I especially like Jon Stewart, Steven Colbert, and Bill Maher, and I assure you that not one of them is in the pocket of big business. I don’t agree with all they say, especially Bill Maher; but I do find a lot of real insight from their humorist take on politics and society in general. And surprisingly I seem to agree with what they say most of the time. You don’t have to agree with everything that comes from any source, but the political humorists can bring you some insight that is surely missed on the evening news. And you will find that these guys are often as hard on one side as the other. I like that. I don’t want my thinking processes sugar coated with patronized slogans or half truths. Once I find something I can trust, then I go with that. Until then I use the old tried and true "method of decision." If it feels like no, then it is no. If it feels like maybe, take it as no until you learn more. If it resonates with a clear yes, then sometimes you can say yes. Just be sure you have not been following a snake oil salesman for so long that you can no longer tell the difference in his agenda and that of others he supports.
If someone tells you that oranges and apples are really bad for your health, should you research that a little further? I believe every one of you would say, “yes, of course!” If someone tells you that socialized medicine is bad for you, should you look at other countries where it is working? Yes! Should you look at what socialized medicine really means? Yes! Should you only listen to your politician who is telling you why it is bad? Of course, not. What is his agenda? Who is supporting his cause and why? Those are things you must ask.
And when politics is dumbing down education, be assured it is for a reason. An uneducated populace is easier to control. A poor populace with no recourses are even easier to control because they are too busy scrounging for a living to have time to really listen to the politicians. And most often, all their rights have been stripped away if they had any. Think third world countries.
Oh, and by the way, Obama Care just gave me a piece of paper to show to any medical insurance company that forbids them to discriminate against me because of pre existing illness. I lost my job and my benefits at the same time. I’m a diabetic. I also have some hypertension due to the diabetes. And I have a spot of arthritis in my spine and in my hands. That is what Obama Care has done for me. I want to keep that.
The GOP wants to get rid of that nasty old Obama Care. Why? Because obviously, so called Obama Care would hurt big insurance companies. They want the right to throw you and me out on the street with no medical insurance should we lose ours. What do they want to replace Obama Care with? A token 15,000 dollars a year is what they want for you. Do you have any idea what that would mean to a person hospitalized for even the mildest of illnesses, not to mention a major illness like cancer. It would mean that after a short span you would merely be sent home to die or recover on your own. Do you know what destroying Social Security that we have all been paying into would mean? When people are struggling to make a living, they don't have time to save for retirement unless they are very lucky. That would mean that you probably could look forward to moving in with one of your children if you were lucky enough to have children with good incomes.
Do you have any idea how much cheaper health care would be for us without medical insurance? I do. There would be no more of the insurance middle man managing our care. Medical care professionals could go back to managing your care. They would still make the good profits they deserve due to their years of education and dedication to the well being of their patients. And they will most surely make much, much more than teachers!
Education prepares the world for tomorrow. And yet, it is being down graded all the time at the same time that it is touted as being in serious need of reform, which in some instances it did need. If schools are failing to educate children who gets blamed? Teachers of course, though we do not make the teaching decisions. We are given directives as to how and what we teach. And an Art Teacher like myself, well, we are expendable. One of the reasons that European and Scandinavian and Asian students are way ahead of us here is because they have the Arts all through their educational years. They realize that the Arts make well rounded students who have better critical thinking skills.
European, Scandinavian, and Asian students become fluent in more than one language other than their own as well. There is plenty of evidence that knowing another language other than your native tongue increases your ability to learn and to remember. The more languages you know, the easier it is to learn more. Fine Arts classes serve the same purpose. My area of Visual Art teaches students to focus for long periods of time, and to exercise a different creative portion of the brain rather than merely developing more and more analytical brain activity. We need it all to be the best Human Beings possible. The children of my European friends learn not only a couple of languages in school, but also how to make art, play musical instruments, and lots of physical activities like dance and sports.
And we wonder why they think circles around our students? If someone is doing something better than you, and you know you have the same ability; then it should behoove one to learn what is the difference in their education. And, I just reiterated what I have said in other of these entries. All listed above is the main difference between our educational system and theirs.
Just as Language Arts are considered vital to the education of a child, so should the Fine Arts be. Visual Art is the language of images and symbols. Music is the language of sound and rhythm. Theater is the art of imagination acted out. And, of course physical education is the language of movement as is dance. Every language you learn builds on your learning, retaining, and thinking skills. Take a core curriculum and add the richness of foreign languages and Fine Arts and you have a well rounded intelligent individual who can compete in the global future of this planet.
Ah, well, I am off on a tangent. Enough for today. I try not to wax political here, because I do believe that I am about spirituality. But I realized on the 7th that politics is even a part of spirituality as I said at the beginning of this entry. I’ll proof read this later and see if this is really what I want to say. I did and I did make changes all through the piece, but since they were not major changes; I did not highlight in red.
September 7, 2011: I’m moved to go beyond spirituality and into the realm of politics, but I feel that it is necessary and does relate to my metaphysical/spiritual topics here.
Okay, I slept for 16 hours again. Something is surely going on. And it has to be on another level than this. So, I’m going to try to turn my hours around. It’s okay to sleep 16 hours of sound sleep, I understand the kind of work that is being done on the other side of this reality and especially concerning Earth Changes when I do so. But I need to be awake during at least part of the work day hours to take care of personal business. I know that there are times when the other need is more important than the immediate physical needs, but I am still living in a physical world. I know that is understood on the other side. So, there must be an immediate reason why my deep level subconscious mind is needed during daylight hours. I’m going to ask that we change things around a bit. And as I have found before, simply mentioning it here, in contemplation, or in conversation will make it happen. Guides and Teachers are well aware that we have to function in a physical world.
I’m not just spiritualy motivated at this time; I am very politically motivated as well. I’m trying to follow the political climate as it relates to the world we live in. This country is poised on a cross road. The Tea Party wants everything thrown out with government wash water including the baby. Well, we must keep some of that wash water and the baby or we will find ourselves set back as a country to the period around 1900, where people had no recourse whatsoever. We were victims and slaves to Big Business. And trust me that is where we are being led by the extreme right wing of the GOP, and they don’t even realize it. And here I am referring to the Common People who are supporting their principles. That is indeed the sad part. If you do not know your history, you are doomed to repeat it. And we have been doing that for millenniums. All you have to do is look at the history of Archeology to know the truth of that.
Science is alive and well. The right wing of the GOP even wants to dispute the fact that we have valid scientifically empirical evidence of the history of this planet. The bible is not a scientific document, nor even a historical one unless you judge only the period of time in which it was written. These are things that I have studied because I want to know. I have always wanted to ‘Know’ what is going on in this world and why Human Beings do what they do. I have never felt like I am really a part of this world. I have in all seriousness felt that I am a bit of a stranger in a strange land. Now this might well be due to some of my previous lifetimes which are going on as parallel realities to my own right now.
I have spoken of the lifetime as a young woman working on top of a mountain along with many others. There I worked to manage the physicality of the large Island Countries of Mu and Atlantis. I did or am doing this on many different parallel realities. In those places we did call the Humans there Others. They were not like us unless you could call our physical appearance. Even that was different in that we needed no help to maintain our existence and we did not physically age. All we needed was there at our fingertips. We left that world as it was in destruction as I said before. I won’t bore you with repeating the details since they are very near this entry and can be easily reviewed if you are interested.
The issues there were as political as scientific. It was the political atmosphere that in large measure made the problems for the planet just as it is now. There was greed for money, greed for power, and greed for control of everything by some few individuals who hid behind large business entities. And their main goal was not to help the average citizen, but to make those citizens complacent with what they had and dissatisfied with what was there future.
If you want power, and that power is against the welfare of the general population, how do you accomplish your goals? It is simple! You make the population believe that they are choosing their own well being rather than that of the Monstrously Large Business Interests.
We see that right now in this country. We are in the middle of class warfare just as we were then/now in those other realities that are related to this one. A small percentage of individuals who head and control the largest amounts of money not only in this country but the world, are fighting for control, if you will. They are working for a kind of political big business dictatorship. They nearly have it now.
The best example I have for my readers is the idea that socialized medicine would be bad for the public. Think about this, if you want people to believe that something is not good for them, do you tell them the truth? Of course, not! Insurance companies are holding onto their pants in fear that we will accept Socialized Medicine in this country. How do they fight their battle? Do they tell the public, “We will be decimated; we are going to lose on all fronts?”
No, of course, not! How do they get a population to vote against their own best interests? They will use Fear Tactics. They will say your jobs are at threat, medical workers. Nurses will be reduced to minimum wage jobs. Doctors will be no better than plumbers. Is that the truth? NO! The truth is that Medical Insurance Companies will lose control of the medical industry! They will lose massive amounts of profits as well. They cannot survive this change of events in tact. They will be the losers, not the general population.
And I say this to you, we already have socialized medicine. It is called Medicare! And the government has been handling it quite well. The other example of socialization is Social Security. Does Social Security work? Indeed it does! Is it solvent? Yes, it is right through the year 1237. Why would lobbyists through “your” elected officials want you to believe otherwise? Because it is NOT in their best interests to see the changes that will make it better for the common wo/man!Another example of Socialism is the Wall Street Bail Out!
Congress has socialized medicine, as well as social security and a huge retirement from the government! Teachers, No! Postal workers, No! Police, No! Fire fighters, No! But the GOP would have you believe that These are the demons that are bringing us down! Whose best interests are being served here? Think about that!
Campaign Finance reform would go a good distance to ending the power of lobbyists in our government. As well, term limits would help to serve the same goal. Will these things be passed? Not easily. Trust me our politicians will go kicking and screaming in this direction. The reason being, this will most surely not serve the purpose of Big Business. And they are in the back pocket of Big Business through their lobbyists. No one wants to give up that gravy train!
I truly have not seen my spiritual and metaphysical explanations as relative to politics until this very entry! Perhaps this has been part of my purpose in doing these writings. I never really connected the dots between my occupations in Mu and Atlantis as connected to politics. But now it is increasingly clear that it is exactly the case.
That lifetime that I have seen and shared from a really clear connection to now as a young girl working to stabilize a world that was in threat of destruction, had very little to do with politics in my scope of the issue. I was only about 15 years of age when the planet succumbed to massive Earth Changes on a Global scale. But from my limited view point, that was the only connection that I was aware of, that being that forces were destroying the planet with their scientific explorations and abuse of the planets resources. I needed to know little more for the task at hand. Perhaps in time, I would have graduated to higher levels of understanding. In fact, I am quite sure that would have been the case.
Now at my maturity in this reality, I am being shown what I would not have been ready for there. And I am moved to share this insight because it is part of my purpose here at this time and place.
Indeed yes, Peachbird, that is your purpose here. Not all of it, but an important part. In many ways it is just as important as aiding in the stabilization of the Planet in your area. And yes, you are right that there are many more doing the same work as you in other areas of this country and the world. Many are not in the least aware of their accomplishments. But they are a reality nonetheless. We are well pleased with your dedication and faithfulness in these endeavors. Having your job end was among the things that were needed to help you accomplish your purpose in this reality. And we are well pleased.
Take a break now, and we shall resume at another time.
September 6, 2011
As I read the last entry quickly I am aware that perhaps I am confusing when I talk of Subconscious Mind and then again Subconscious Mind as they are one and the same. We are all using our subconscious mind, but it is not the deep level that leads to the connection with the Guides and Teachers and Soul Entity. That is a much deeper level than say even the dream state.
I am spending a lot of time in that level. Last night I slept for about 6 hours, then woke to find that it was only about 8:00 am. I felt good. I decided to do my breakfast routine. I took a handful of vitamins, herbs, and like that. I did my insulin routine, and then prepared to eat my breakfast and think of what I should do over the day. About an hour after I ate I became so sleepy that I could not stay awake. I decided to take a little nap, and then get up and get busy. My little nap lasted until about 6:00 pm. I do feel awake and alert, but I know I will be able to go back to bed by about 1:00 or 2:00. There is a hurricane in the Atlantic. It will probably move off into the NE without doing much damage other than some wind and rain. That is more than is needed in that part of the country. I also saw that there were wild fires near Austin, Texas and between Houston and Dallas with no rain in sight.
Where I am it is pretty nice. Temps have dropped into the upper 80’s and lower 90’s. Now I know that sounds hot. But after triple digit numbers for weeks, it is surprisingly bearable! That is unless you have to work in it, I am sure. We have had just enough rain that the yards are not dead, but slowly growing a bit green.
I actually feel certain that I am sleeping so much again because I am working in that deep subconscious level where I am in touch with my Soul Entity. I know now that I am home more; I am becoming much more sensitive to what is going on with the Earth Changes.
My heart just goes out to everyone suffering from the Earth Changes. It has to happen. The Earth Mother must cleanse herself. And she will definitely survive, but many of us may not. Just remember that we have made our decisions as to whether we want to stay or not on that other level. And whatever it is, it is for our highest good.
I often say that I am not afraid of death. I just do not want to die in agony. I’m going to keep it short. I’m already getting sleepy again.
September 2, 2011 We Make our own reality with our conscious and subconscious thought patterns.
(proof read again Sept. 3)
And so, here I am again after battling an AC problem for over two weeks. Finally, my new AC is performing properly. *crossing fingers… or maybe even knocking on wood* LOL I’m not superstitious, but one falls into these habits. And perhaps there is some validity to them.
Since we make our own reality with our thoughts, then the very act of visualizing this wish, I am in some way asking for it to be so… and if I am truly faithful of my ability to bring such into my life, I will be able to do so. If I believe it very strongly without doubt, it will probably come to pass. I say probably because we have to take into account subconscious belief patterns. If I believe that I never get a break, that it is always something, that I am helpless in a world that is overwhelming me; then that will be my reality no matter how many times I wish the opposite to be.
The brain is like a computer which we program all the time. So it behooves us to be aware of what we are programming into our computer or subconscious mind. If I want to bring into my reality positive affirmations for example, then I must be sure that I have my basic belief system in sync with my new attitude so that I can truly manifest that occurrence into my physical world. This is an extreme simplification but serves its purpose well enough.
As an Individual Soul we have access to all the knowledge of our greater Entity. This is always present in our subconscious mind; but much deeper than we usually tap into. We are in constant connection with our Soul Gestalt of which we are a natural link. In this three dimensional reality we function in a physical environment. The entirety of our Soul Gestalt is not limited in this way. The Soul is a flexible Entity that is in constant flux with the full knowledge of its focus both here and there as well as in a multitude of other realities all happening simultaneously. Though one in this reality would see it as linear time, it is not. All time is now, therefore, we are experiencing realities all at the same time. There is constant bleed through and cooperative activity through all these Alternative Realities. We make our reality both here and there as it were. Only there we are conscious of our complete concentration and manifestation of each of our many realities.
You are an individual Entity that is focused into many different realities of your own very choosing, in other words, a multidimensional Entity. As you learn and grow, the entire Entity or Soul does as well. What I am wishing for you to realize right now is that you are creating your reality as you go along. Here we function in a physical way using our five senses; those same senses are not needed there. Realize that I am referring to here as our physical reality and there as the nonphysical of which you are not usually aware, but where the greater part of your Entity is functioning.
So as soon as you can accept the idea that you are making your own reality, and you are in constant contact with the Other Side of this reality and therefore your greater Entity, then you are in a position to begin changing your present focus in this reality. But you must be able to internalize these concepts and allow yourself to open your mind to more than the five senses. That was the point of the exercise that I asked you to perform some entries ago. I will reiterate.
Sit quietly in a time and place where you can be sure that you will not be disturbed. Relax your mind. You may start with a mantra, a simple phrase or sounds, if you like. Or you may even wish it to be a prayer. I would suggest that you pray in this way, “I’m calling on my Guides and Teachers on the other side to guide me to my highest good as I attempt to contact my higher self or Soul Entity. Then be quiet and Trust. Here is the key word, Trust, that you will be able to do so and that your Guides and Teachers, for you may have more than one, will come to aid you. Your very Guides and Teachers are merely… well, merely is to minimize their impact on your life, more advanced Entities of your Greater Soul Gestalt. Their main goal is to guide you to your highest good and Soul growth. So trust that. By merely allowing yourself to trust that concept you give them the power to Guide you more effectively, for lack of a better descriptor.
Now, we have quieted the mind, and we are now receptive to contact. That does not mean that automatically your Guide or Teacher will take up a verbal conversation with you. But you should feel a kind of peace, something beyond just the normal 'close your eyes and rest' which usually leads to sleep rather than insight.
In the beginning your conscious mind or ego may very well resent this activity for it has been in control for all of your life, and to relinquish control may feel threatening. Therefore, you may hear some chatter of the kind of “this is silly, I can’t do this, I can’t feel anything, etc.” The very fact that most of these verbals begin with “I” should be a cue that you are dealing with your own Ego. You must find the courage to realize that there is nothing wrong or sinister in what you are doing. It is not silly, it is not a waste of time, and indeed this is the first step in changing your life for the better.
Once you can quiet the conscious ego driven mind, then you can begin to feel the subconscious which is in direct contact with the other side of your reality, the Soul level. At first you should simply feel peace and perhaps colors moving across the interior of your quieted mind. I, myself, am very visual so this is what I perceived in the beginning. Trust whatever you feel is just fine, however, and persevere. Whatever is there for you is correct, there is no right or wrong. After a time, you will feel some intuitions. A kind of knowing one might say. The conscious mind/ego communicates in words, the subconscious mind relates in images, thus we dream. Many of the events in our lives are sorted out on the dream level. These you can be aware of for they are for your highest good.
The more you practice this exercise the better your reactions. And this does not have to be long periods of time. For here we experience time in a linear fashion, but on the other side of this reality time is of no consequence and therefore does not exist. So it is perfectly fine to do this exercise only a few minutes a day to begin to see results. It is the quality of your focus that counts, not necessarily the length of said exercise. Don't make it hard, just let it happen. You should feel very relaxed after this exercise even though you have spent very little time as we know it.
Example: I used to have my students focus into whatever Art Project we were working on after taking a test, even the TAKS. I explained to them that since they had been in the analytical portion of the brain all day, using the creative side for even a short period of time would be like taking a nap. At first they were sceptical, but I believe they knew I would not relent. It was easier to do what I said than to fight me. LOL They left the classroom calm and relaxed, so different from the bouncing off the wall attitude they had come in with. After the first time, it was easy to get them to work. I merely had to remind them. What they learned was critical, I was teaching them another way to be in the world. In other words they were tapping into the subconscious portion of the brain that is so much more creative than the analytical portion. They were touching into that portion of the brain that is focused into the greater Soul Gestalt. Damn, I miss and will continue to miss those kids very much!
I will touch on nightmares here briefly. Nightmares are the product of your subconscious mind’s way of trying to help you change or understand your life in some way. It is merely a way of making you really pay attention. All are symbols and all are you though it may appear that you are dreaming of others in your life. That can be the fact at times, but most usually you are represented by every aspect in the dream, which frankly is very close to your reality here. (We have all heard the sayings such as, you reap what you sow.”) To steer your dream state away from frightening dreams as teaching tools merely spend a short period of time just before falling asleep to request that your subconscious, linked with your ego, give up frightening you in order to teach you. This is indeed an ego based occurrence. As you grow able to trust your subconscious you will find that your life will blossom with new opportunities, and you will most surely stop having so called bad dreams. The subconscious as a larger focus into the entire Soul connection is most willing to teach you through other means that you can accept. We are so physically orientated that we truly close ourselves off from our deeper subconscious mind and therefore make our physical and mental reality much narrower.
To open your mind, you must open your subconscious mind. Some of you are completely cut off from that portion of your reality which was meant to be a co worker in this reality as it is in the other side of this reality. We limit ourselves when we only depend upon our conscious mind for our day to day activity.
After many, many years I can quiet my mind as I merely stand by one of my trees. I can hug it or just place my hands on it… or simply stand near it. I quiet my mind; I open my conscious mind to the subconscious. I trust that I am safe. And I allow myself to perceive whatever it is that the tree consciousness wishes to impart to my mind. I think I rather allow myself to feel that I am part of the tree, literally within it. This is very easy for me as I used to meditate into the Oak Tree that was over my parent's pool for many years (mom had the pool filled in after Dad died). So don't be discouraged if it does not feel shall we say, normal to do so. Sometimes it is just peace that I feel. An Oak tree is very, very peaceful in a stronger way than say a Pine Tree. The Pine tree is a lighter feel for me… and the Oak is a heavier deeper kind of peace.
If I ask a question, an answer will appear in my mind. It is not a verbal answer; it is just a kind of knowing. I can translate it into word thought pattern, and the tree will quietly reply (a bit of warm and fuzzy feel) so that I simply feel that I am correct in a very reassuring manner. Sometimes I receive literally words that flow right into my mind. When that happens I feel that I have allowed myself to be a clear channel so that the energy of the Tree can speak to me through my own brain using my own mode of communication. Or is it that the communication is so clear that I can verbalize it as quickly as I receive it. That is probably more the case.
Now, I did not become so sensitive to the energy of which I am speaking over night as you might well imagine. It took time and trust. And, I am sure this will seem down right crazy to some of my readers. You will not be able to comprehend a person doing this who is in their right mind! LOL There you go… in their right mind. No, I am in my entire mind or closer to it; and I am much more in communication with that portion of my subconscious mind that is directly in contact with my Soul Entity through my Guides and Teachers. Who let me remind you are more advanced Souls within my Soul Gestalt. And I am: therefore, a more whole Human Being than I would be otherwise.
So, I hope that we are on the first links to a chain of ways in which we can expand our minds and manifest good into our physical world. I hope that you are closer to understanding the nature of your true reality. After many, many years; be assured this did not happen in only a few years, I am now able to cause changes in my world in a way I would never have thought possible. And I know that as I talk about these things there are many who find them fantastical and something born of an over imaginative mind even, but that is okay. Likewise I know very well that I am not the only person in this world who functions in this manner, as a matter of fact, I know that there many of us. I am isolated pretty much in this area, but I am well aware that I am not alone.
I know who I am and how to be in the world in a right way. And I would like to share that knowledge with others so that they can find the kind of peace that I am only really just finding in my life now. I know that everything will work out for the highest good of my Soul and those connected with me.
I know that I am here to serve a purpose. One is to advance my own Entity for the highest good of my entire Soul Gestalt. Two, is to share this knowledge with those who may be ready to hear it.
I’m invigorated, but want to change my focus to something more lighthearted and entertaining. LOL I’m happy to be able to express myself here. And I know that my Guide and Teacher, Waban, is right over my shoulder.
Indeed, yes, I am; beloved. And you have done well, very little was lost in, as you would say, translation. Until another time, enjoy your evening.
August 27, 2011 Storm workers and Earth Stabilizers...
(proof read)
I finally went to sleep about 1:30 or 2 AM. I slept until about 2 pm, which is when my son phoned. I don’t know how long I would have slept had he not phoned. I could see watching the weather that the intensity of the storm had decreased. So far, it has not been greater than a category one that I know of. I heard about the difference in the way the east coast is formed, the type of trees and closely built buildings. So far, I heard of one tree that fell and killed someone in his back yard, and surfer who ventured out into hurricane strength wind and waves. Both of these lives could have been saved, but it is my belief system that there truly is a time to live and a time to die. I’m not willing to test this theory by running out in traffic, however. Houston rush hour traffic could kill anyone stupid enough to jump out in it! LOL We do have free will remember.
Those who have been reading my website may recall that I talked about a previous, well, alternative reality life time in Mu and Atlantis. There I lived perched on the side of a high mountain living in a little pale pink marble alcove. I lived open to the air in a little walled in garden. There were short pillars in my garden and there I could manifest food or whatever I needed. I spent my time there in a form of meditation lying on an upholstered chaise lounge. I dressed in Grecian gowns and wore silver and gold sandals. My long black hair was either up or flowing down my back, I never saw me or anyone else dress my hair or change my clothing. I was rarely visited. I knew that I was learning to do what I was meant to do. It was never exhausting now even tiring mentally or physically. In fact, I seemed invigorated by the exercise. It was like information was beamed into my consciousness for lack of a better word. I would turn that energy and redirect it. I was part of a group of people who worked to stabilize the large island country for… surprise, surprise… earth changes.
In the end, we were unable to stabilize the mess the humans were making of the place. We ended up having to leave the planet before the disaster was total as we could do no more. Our intelligence was such that we merely left our bodies and rose into the sky. I have no idea if we were some kind of Aliens from another world, or if we were just a group of psychically highly developed individuals. I know we did think of them as the humans. Or people of that world which we classified as very different from us. When we left that plane I was only about 15 years old. So there was probably much that I did not know or recall.
The people there were aware of our presence. In fact, they became arrogant of our purpose in their world. We tried to warn them, but they would no longer listen. In fact, they made statements like, “Who were we to sit perched up on our mountain in our Ivory Towers and spout warnings and orders to them?” Perhaps that is why we do not announce ourselves today. Hmmm… that never crossed my mind before. We had worked so hard to save them, and they in their arrogance refused to listen when the work was no longer keeping up with their destructive activities.
I hope that Irene has mercy on the East Coast. I hope there is not disastrous flooding or damage to life and limb. I feel like it is safe so far, though the news casters are standing on the beaches describing winds and tides as they are being whipped this way and that. Actually, I find it rather amusing. They can’t just pan the cameras across the landscape. No, some news wo/man has to wade out into the water and battle the wind to make his point!
Okay, enough for now…
August 26, 2011 Weather Stabilizers/Storm Talkers might be another way to think of it.
I have been awake for over 30 hours now… I’m not really all that tired. In fact, I feel like I am maybe just staying up late one night. I know what this is all about. I am one of a large network of people across this country that are what I call Weather Stabilizers. I think there are a lot of people who do not even realize that they are part of this network. They are busy living their lives and do not take time to follow their own responses to such occurrences as Earthquakes and Hurricanes and other natural disasters. Now Earthquakes are not too easy to deal with. We are not really conscious of their coming. But trust me, just as animals sense their imminence, so do some of us.
For me, it is a kind of quaking in my solar plexus area. I usually get very sleepy when there are earthquakes coming. When I wake up, it is usually all over. I’m conscious that I was doing more than sleeping, though I cannot call it dreaming even. It is just a kind of emptiness, a stillness where there was the slight quaking I mentioned.
A hurricane is much easier to deal with. We have warning. In fact, they over warn us and prepare us for the worst. That is good in some ways, but not so much so in others. I believe that the Stabilizers all over this country are consciously or unconsciously helping to direct the storm away from land areas if it can be done. Some storms have to happen, but we can help control the intensity.
I have been awake all these hours. Whenever I pause and feel my mind being drawn from whatever I am doing, I visualize the storm and gently push it in the direction I hope it will go. Sometimes the storm will follow that pattern and head off in the direction of the work I and I know many others are doing. I simply stop and literally take my hand and arm and motion the direction. The visualization helps for me because I am so visual. It is not at all necessary, however.
Now, the news has been talking a storm that was to increase in intensity from a category 1 to even a 3. Now this I knew would not happen. Indeed the storm has dropped its intensity and will not be greater than a 1 or even a tropical storm. A category one is little more than a tropical storm. We know this down here in the Gulf of Mexico. The storm is now a wide swathe of rain. Even that I feel will break up, and I believe cause a lot less damage than predicted. I hope I’m right. I’m certainly not infallible. But I have a good handle on this now at my age. And now that I am at home more, I know that it will be even more like this.
All of my life, I have been preparing for this and many other things that are happening to me in connection with the weather and Earth Changes. I’m an Indian Woman and a Celtic Druid; these are just a couple of my alternative reality Soul focus. Those parallel realities among others are what bleeds through and helps me know what I know.
I trust it now. When I have done what I need to do, I will be able to go to sleep. That portion of my Entity that is focused in this way will continue to do in my sleep what I know longer need to be awake to accomplish. It’s hard to explain. But I know the feelings now…
… and I am glad that I know enough now to be a conscious part of this network of workers across the world who do this work either consciously or unconsciously.
Some people will find this utterly ridiculous! LOL That does not bother me in the least. We make a difference. And I know I am one of these.
You all reap the benefit whether you believe it or not… that’s how it works, children. ;)
August 26, 2011
Well, last night I could not sleep at all… I was very agitated, but not in a panic sort of way. Today, I still cannot sleep though I am body tired. I think once the hurricane makes landfall I will feel better.
I think some of us are located in different parts of the country as stabilizers. It would explain some of the odd behavior that I and others experience. Some things cannot be changed, but others can be down graded if enough energy is brought to bear.
So here I am up 24 hours, and not feeling all that badly. *shrug* This too shall pass.
August 24, 2011 (not proof read)
Yesterday we experienced an Earthquake in the Eastern part of the country. I had been feeling agitated for several days. Suddenly, I was very sleepy and could not stay awake. After about an hours nap I woke up to the news of the Earthquake. I have been sleepy ever since. This seems to be a standard kind of occurrence with natural disasters. The closer they are to me the more I react. I thought the general restlessness was the Hurricane heading up the East Coast. I don’t feel a very dramatic reaction to the hurricane, but as I said it is not affecting my area. But then nor was the earthquake. I think the very size of an earthquake causes this reaction. Though it was not a large scale earthquake, it did affect a very large area. And I have family in places where it did cause effect.
We are in the time of earth changes; I do believe that no one can deny that. (Of course, unless you are a right wing extremist listening to Fox News and Rush Limbaugh and their ilk, then nothing untoward is going on at all. Pres. Obama and most of the scientists of the world are just making it up. It's a Left Wing propaganda tactic to... to... well, what?) Anyone with an eye to the news and weather recognizes that we are in a time of unusual weather patterns and earth changes.
The Earth Mother is cleansing herself. Think of this planet as a living organism, which of course, it is. Then imagine it is a large animal, say like a bear. What does an animal do when it is covered with vermin? It will scratch until it bleeds, roll in dirt, submerge itself in water, and shake violently until the vermin are no longer a plague on its skin. That is what the Earth Mother is doing.
It is nothing personal. We have merely over populated and polluted this planet until She has no choice but to cleanse Herself in whatever way possible. We have brought this on ourselves. And we are well aware of the consequences because we are feeling them. And sadly we have done it before all through our linear history.
Now, I want you to consider that you came into this time for a reason. We as multidimensional beings expressing in alternative realities have chosen to be here at this time and to participate in what comes. We have free will. Many may choose to return to the Other Side of this reality before the process is completed. Many will choose to stay and try to be a stabilizing force all around the planet. And then there are those who can merely help by changing their mind set.
We are here with a purpose. We chose to be here. We have a responsibility to be healthy and responsible citizens of the world. Attitude is one of the most important elements of this process. We must let go of violent emotions. Earth Changes thrive on these and often strike the most populated areas for that reason alone. And then again, because that is the worst over population and pollution, but we can help. We can help by sending out love to one another instead of hate. We can help by respecting our fellows and by respecting the Earth Mother. And we can help by voting in responsible politicians who will look out for the well being of the Planet and the People instead of the All Mighty Dollar!
It’s your choice, People… What do you want for the world you live in? Are you willing to step up and do what needs to be done? Can we afford not to?
The Earth Mother will survive; She always has. We, the vermin on her back, may not. Just think about channeling your energy into peaceful thoughts rather than those filled with negative emotion. You will see, it will make a difference. It's a start... an easy one that we can all do with just a little practice until it becomes natural. We make our own reality. If we want a better world, we have to start with ourselves... praying for peace doesn't hurt either.
August 22, 2011
As I read what I have written I am struck by the ease with which I do this. Have you ever thought of your speech? I mean the fact that you are in conversation, but you do not know immediately what you are going to say. It seems that your thoughts just flow off your tongue with sometimes a pause for the right word or expression. I want you to think of the possibility that it is exactly as we create our reality here. By that I mean the physicality of all that is around us. We are each one and all of us creating this reality in just about the same way. We trust that the next words coming out of our mouths will follow our thought processes, and most usually they do. When we create the physicality of our world, we are all trusting that we see the same thing at the same time. We trust that when we see fire, we will experience smoke. But what if we did not believe that? Would there still be smoke? LOL You know, if a tree falls in the woods and no one is there to hear... That, my dears, is the very idea I am expressing. We are here in this reality because we agree collectively to be so. Each of us, eternally valid souls, experiencing the same reality by choice for the growth and expansion of not only ourselves, but all those within our Soul Gestalt.
Quiet your mind, allow yourself to just relax and listen to that space between your ears. Not the words, because I am asking you to relinguish words. If words are there, then listen for a bit then go back to relaxing your mind. Just be quiet and let your mind flow, trust whatever comes into your consciousness. You may see images or colors or you may not. That depends on how visual you are. Just trust it. You are not trying to make anything happen. You are just quiet and open. After a time you will find that this becomes easier and easier. And you will notice a difference in the process and what comes of it. And that... is the real you.... ;)
August 20, 2011 Add on... Mediumship and channeling...
I would like to address mediumship as opposed to channeling. I do not consider myself a medium, though one time with a best friend I did channel her grandmother for her. I am a channel for my Guide and Teacher, Waban. I have never aimed to channel other than that. In fact, I did not aim to do that in reality. It seemed to just happen as naturally as anything I have done in my lifetime. Mediumship makes me think of old ladies in turbins sitting around a crystal ball with seekers making things go bump in the night! LOL I am the farthest thing from that!
August 20, 2011 Ghosts and things that go bump in the night... (proof read)
This afternoon I turned on the TV while I ate my dinner. There happened to be a program about “Haunting of Celebrities.” There were several famous people that I missed. I did watch Loretta Lynn talk about the ghosts she had seen as well as a psychic she allowed to enter her home to tell her more about the Mansion and grounds of her home.
The house was very old and had been a hospital during the Civil War. Battles had been fought there. And there was an ancient cemetery on the grounds. Loretta specifically spoke of a woman she frequently saw crying on her up stairs balcony many times. She spoke of someone going up and down stairs. She learned that a woman had starved herself to death mourning the loss of a baby. The psychic told her that the woman’s husband was there as well and he was a protector of the estate. Then she proceeded to say that he and his wife were earth bound souls, he waiting for his wife to cross over with him where their baby was already.
I listened a bit skeptical of the entire sequence with the psychic though she is well known and I have heard of her. Loretta said that there were constant reports of sounds like war with horses and cavalrymen with guns firing on the grounds and near the many streams and rivers. I was struck immediately by these reports. I believe what was being seen and heard by her and others was indeed a bleed over from those times which, of course, are going on right now in alternative or parallel realities.
What she and others who were sensitive enough to pick up on was just that. Loretta was witnessing a fragment of her own soul in the woman crying over the loss of her baby. Loretta herself lost a son to a drowning while living there in that house. She said when she first saw the house she knew she had to have it. And that is why. She did have it and does have it in many parallel realities. In fact, so many times that it is easy for her to pick up the traces of those other parallel realities as they are her own or that of her family, and of course, they are happening right now right where she is.
How differently I see ghosts now. I know it is not always so, but most of the time it is that they are fragments of other realities bleeding through into this one. And therefore, need not be frightening at all.
By choosing to live in that house with all its realities, she chose to experience what had been experienced before. That was the loss of a son. Just as I upon choosing my husband was also choosing to lose him to death early as we had experienced in many previous lifetimes, all going on right now, of course, as alternative realities. I hope that perhaps he and I can climb off that wheel of karma now knowing that it is just that. I would love to spend a lifetime with him growing old together and watching our children and grandchildren. He was the love of my life, and I don't go through a day that I do not think of him and our daughter on the other side of this reality.
We can at anytime by simply realizing and internalizing the knowledge make a huge leap in our spiritual consciousness by realizing and accepting that concept. By realizing the truth of it, we set ourselves free of experiencing that reality again and again in different ways as fragments of our own Soul Group Entity. And I believe that is what I have done. Both my husband and my daughter are fragments of a much larger Soul Group than just my own, so are my son and daughter and my grandchildren as well as their spouses.
We are in constant flux, ebb and flow, but we experience reality together in many different planes as Multidimensional Beings. As we learn here in Earth School, so we are enlightening our entire Soul Group; and therefore, we are moving into a higher vibrational level as Soul Gestalts.
It’s really quite beautiful when you think of it that way… and I know that Waban is just over my shoulder just now. LoL
“And that I am, Peachbird, but you did quite well on your own… more or less… LOL” LOL myself... you see... as natural as can be... that is now after about 20 years! Well, it has been easy long since. I really just take it for granted. I have learned to quiet my mind and go with it trusting that I know the difference between my own thought processes and that of another. I think it makes it easier as he is part of my Soul Gestalt and my own Guide and Teacher from the other side of this reality, and therefore, connected with me in many ways more than one. "And again you are correct, my dear. We have worked together forever in your terms... as you are part of me and I part of you. And one day you will do as I do now. Go to bed, you are up way past your bedtime! LOL"
August 18, 2011 Sorry, but current events has forced me to wax political... you decide if you care to read. My intent is not to offend anyone, but to express my deep concern over the direction politics in this country is moving. I already feel that we are in a form of Corporate Dictatorship. I've been saying it was coming for years, and it appears more so every year. Proof read.... Aug. 20, 2011
I am moved to talk politics! I just saw on the news that, lets say for sake of argument, obscenely wealthy Warren Buffet, bless his heart, says that he fells that rich people should be paying more… at least what they paid in the 1990s when we were prosperous in this country. Fox News has declared him as trying to start class warfare! Class Warfare? For god’s sake! Buffet says that he pays even less in Taxes than a poor person! A poor person according to our government is a family of four (4) making less than 22,000 dollars a year!
What that means, people, is that Warren Buffet is saying that he pays almost NOTHING for taxes. AND, he has a conscience! That seems pretty rare amongst the truly wealthy in this country!
Poor Buffet is getting blasted and raked over the coals by the entire GOP. They’re saying that he wants to blame those who can afford corporate jets for the economic mess we are in. Sounds rational to me! They are at least part of the problem and that’s for sure since they pay less than nothing in taxes and are asking for more tax exemptions than their corporate jets.
Then I was stunned to hear that Fox says that (51%) percent of Americans pay no income tax at all… that is again the family of four (4) earning less that 22,000 dollars a year. They have not been paying their share for decades; the middle class is carrying them… even though they pay social security and income tax every pay day like the rest of us. Well, it sounds like the Middle Class has been carrying the wealthy for at least the last fifteen (15) years! They have been paying next to nothing due to tax loop holes and a battery of Income Tax Lawyers!
You know what sickens me? It’s the very fact that fifty-one (51%) of Americans are making less than 22,000 dollars a year with a family of four! That does not mean they are all making that amount. That is the top of the poorest in this country. God only knows how many are making next to nothing.
The GOP lists what these poor people have that could be as frivolous as corporate jets. 99.9 % of these poor people have REFRIGERATORS! 74% have AC! What the hell is wrong with these poor people? If they can afford a refrigerator, they can afford to pay more than they are in taxes. It’s time they carried their own weight! Refrigerators!? Really? From there they went down to TVs which a lot of them have as well, but not as many as refrigerators and AC or even microwave ovens… cell phones (it’s cheaper to have a cell phone than a land line), and some other frivolous items like the 25% who have computers. I can’t remember all the figures… it was appalling the double standard and no shame whatsoever in these remarks
How many of those poor are elderly social security recipients? Some of these people go from pay day to pay hungry so they can afford their prescriptions. And the GOP wants to end Social Security for everyone as well as Medicare or at the very least, TAX it. Those poor people paid in social security with every check just like the rest of us and they paid in their taxes that were taken out of their pay like everyone else. But, God forbid, when they did their taxes at the end of the year… they PAID nothing out of pocket!
Any American who is drinking the Fox/GOP cool aide should be ashamed of them selves! If you want to fight for Corporate Welfare, be my guest. You deserve what you will get. But the rest of us will have to suffer along with you. Bush put us into this mess… now the GOP is fighting tooth and nail to keep us ignorant and make us like their idea of equality in this country. Which means the rich get richer and the poor get poorer, and they tell us we should like it as well!
And here is another statistic before I forget, we are 64th in the world countries for job pay equality. We’re right their above the Central American 3rd world countries! Uraquay better watch out, we are right above them! And we are supposed to be so well off in this country? And the GOP wants more breaks for the wealthiest 3 or 4%? They should continue to pay Nothing for Taxes! And the Poor should start carrying their weight! But they are cutting education, higher and lower, so that poor people who want to better themselves will have a rough row to hoe indeed. And trust me, I taught in a Ghetto middle school and those kids know that education is the only chance they have, and they are beginning to fight for their education. I know parents both black and latino who are working two jobs each to keep their kids in school and room and board.
And I don’t even want to hear what Rush Limbaugh has to say about this issue! The man is a lunatic! I have got to stop… this is insanity!
August 14, 2011 reread added much to the entry below, it is in red print.
August 12, 2011 (Soul growth, Guides and Teachers, Reincarnation, and Alternative Realities)
I say in collaboration with my guide because I am well aware that he must come through my consciousness in order to communicate here. I don't think he could express something through me that might be totally foreign to my belief system. For example, no one in this plane or not could make me type that there is a devil and he lives amongst us now, in fact he is trying to take over the world. No, that would be totally outside my belief system, in fact, something that I have long accepted as pure myth. If there is evil in this world and there is, it is purely from the minds of mankind that it springs. There is no place in my belief system that can accept the concept of hell... and then for that matter heaven.
There is simply here and there. Here being Earth School so to speak and there where we assess and multiply into more realities in order to learn as an Entity or Soul Group. And that is how we form our reality and our Soul Groups. As more and more of us choose to send forth aspects of our greater self into different realities, so grows the entire group and so do we build our reality along with all those we are interrelated with in our growth processes.
We are multi dimensional identities expressing in many different realities at one time. These realities are all functioning in the same time space though they appear to be different periods of our so called history. While I am expressing and focused here, I am also sending off fragments of my personality into different environments for the highest good of the entire Soul Group. Never do I lose sight of who I am or my individual aspect. Always we are learning and growing in the pyramid designs I used for example in previous entries. For example, I have seen lifetimes in many different periods of this planes existence.
I have seen a life time in Ancient Egypt that I was told was most related to this life time, so I can only assume that it is my latest creative process of fragmentation of my Soul. It could be that I am an off shoot of the one experiencing there. We would no doubt have some similarities in personality, say, should we meet. We might even share some of the same physical characteristics, but no necessarily so. I am most definitely expressing as a male figure in some of these realities that I am involved in so that I might learn and grow from every aspect that is possible. My husband shared this lifetime with me as well. I might add that there are many lifetimes in Ancient Egypt not merely the one. Though that one seems to be most closely related to this one.
Here are a few of the life times that I have explored with hypnosis. My husband and I lived during the primitive explorations of the North West of the U.S. I was a mountain man and he an Indian woman in one of those times. It was a shock to see myself as a man, I truly was of the mind that I was a female entity alone! Surprise, surprise. My husband was still alive, so he was surprised as well. Just as in the Egyptian life time I learned things that are not part of our recorded history, so it was then.
I saw a life time as a Black American teacher in a large northern city like Detroit or Chicago. She was expressing at the age of about 40 during the 1960s. I did not see much of this life time, but there again the similarity between us being that we were both teachers teaching Black American students. I did not see much of her lifetime, so I assume that at the time we were working with regression hypnosis, she was not a fragment of my recent development. Who knows for sure, but I do know that we had some similarities both physically and attitude wise. We both felt that Black students should be brought up to the level of White Students, not the opposite of having White students brought down to their academic level. We felt it was an indirect insult and that it implied that Black students could not learn as well as Whites. That is as far as I know our comparison. This is the only lifetime that I did not see with my husband, but he may have been part of the equation in some other period than the one I was privy to.
I have seen myself in several American Indian life experiences as both males and females. I would most surely explain my driving need to prove my Indian ancestry where most people I meet will say, they have some Indian Blood. For me it is a life style, it is how I express myself spirituality though I know that I worship in my own way I take a lot from traditional ways. And my husband was with me there as well. And we both shared similiar spiritual inclinations in this life time.
I have seen a Druid Reality in the Great Britain areas. I have seen myself there being a healer and being persecuted as a witch though I had done nothing but good in my healing and midwife practices. It was very frightening lifetimes. My husband was there in some instances, but not in others. I felt very much alone in those lifetimes, in the ones with my husband no matter the length of time, I felt stronger and more capable.
Now, as well I had a life time in Nazi Germany concentration camps. I watched my mother and I walk into what we called the ovens, but was actually large ware house looking buildings. In there we knew that we would be gased to death. We went willingly leaning on each other, both racks of bones with skin stretched over them our hair falling out till we only had clumps here and there remaining. It would a relief to be out of the pain and suffering.
Egypt and the Indians of North America are where I have my most vivid memories. And I have had more lives there than most. But, however, I have experienced reality in the mythical lands of Mu and Atlantis as well. So there is no limit to our choices for growth, no limit to who we are or may become.
I hope you see there are many correlations between these experiences that would serve to be an example of the interconnection shared by all my alternative realities thus far seen. In each, I am an individual who does not feel like a fragment of anyone else. I have my identity and I keep it. Never when I see another lifetime do I feel it is All Me. But there is a large part that I can identify as Me. I firmly believe that I am expressing in all those life times to the greater good of my entire Soul Group as well as my individual Soul growth. And so are we all.
It is in fact, the very way that we form this physical existence. We are together all constantly in flux and this is what creates the world as we know. We have all agreed to this experience so that each as a fragment of our Entity Soul is helping to build our belief that this is a 'place' with trees and rivers and oceans and all that you see around you. If we all at one time stopping believing in what we see around us, it would be gone within a blink of an eye. We would, however, still exist for we are not bodies occupying space, we are Spirits or Souls that express without a physical body on the other side of this reality. That does not mean that we cannot imagine our bodies there. We can, but after a time it becomes totally unnecessary. I like the term spirits, but souls is just fine as well.
As well, I believe that Waban is a much more evolved aspect of my Soul group. And I do feel that it is no coincidence that he reveals himself to me as a powerful but gentle Indian Spirit. And when I pray and ask for guidance, he often expresses through the elements of the Thunder Beings. As well, I can feel him in the Trees that I meditate with on a fairly regular basis for some fifteen or more years. I have known that he was with me since the early years of my adult life, and the connection just seems to grow and evolve as I do. So he is a very fine Guide and Teacher for sure.
And the beauty of this is that we all have Guides and Teachers on the Other Side. They do not express in physical form any more, because it is no longer necessary for them. They experience reality in a completely different way than ours. But, they have experienced many life times in three dimensional forms. Therefore, they understand very well our experiences and they help us to form our 'Theatre Dramas' for that is all a lifetime is.
We are players on a stage in a play that we helped to write so that we might learn as much as possible through those experiences. We are the authors and the directors. We are constantly rewriting and revising the play with the complete agreement of all concerned. It is our job to make the most and best of all experiences that come our way for that is the lesson. And, beautifully, we are experiencing in many different productions all at the same time.
One day I, as well as we all, will evolve into a Guide and Teacher for other Aspects of our own Soul Groups. Perhaps these will be the Ones that were directly created by me or you in an environment that would feel totally different from this one; a reality where we don’t need physical bodies but only here for Soul growth of our entire entity.
This I have been told and I feel the rightness of it.
August 9, 2011 (my writings as opposed to those of my guide and teacher, Waban)
The entry from Aug. 6 on the definition of Crone was written entirely by me. Something I just noticed is that when I proof read some of my writings, I will add whole paragraphs and change sentence structure as well as spelling errors. (I have placed in red the parts that I added to the whole on Aug. 6th) Some of my writings; however, upon proof reading appear to be very clear and concise with only a few grammatical errors or misspelling of words. I think I have come to the conclusion that when it is just me, I have to go back and reread and correct even my ideas. But there is very little to be done to writings that I believe come from the collaboration with my Guide and Teacher, Waban. I say in collaboration because I am well aware that he must come through my consciousness.
This is a new revelation on my part. As well, I would never call myself a ‘somewhat domineering personality.’ And that is the truth of it! LOL I know I am a strong personality. I had an Aunt who used to say, “I don’t argue unless I know I’m right. But if I discover that I am wrong, I will admit it.” I guess that is how I see myself. I’ve never had any problem standing up for myself or holding my own in an argument. But I did go through long periods of time when I know I did not have the self esteem that I projected. Sometimes you have to fake it ‘til you make it as they say in the AA programs. And since I had to stand up for my younger siblings, I learned to do that quite well. Sometimes you do what you gotta do regardless of how you really feel inside.
So this is a short one… until another time… go easy, children, go easy…
August 8, 2011 (proof read... and I am not totally aware of all that is here, but I found it very easy to allow myself to relax into this... if this is to be a regular thing, I better get used to it... LOL... I do plan to continue to sharing my own views and life's happenings here... so be prepared!)
Now what is the difference between channeling and possession I can almost hear some of you ask? Possession implies the taking over of a vessel or human body thus eliminating the personality of said body. Possession implies that this has been done against the will of the individual or without knowledge.
Channeling on the other hand is the willing complicity of the individual in question. And this is for the highest good of said individual in the case of Guides and Teachers and individual entity. After some practice allowing another intelligence to use your body and mind as a very temporary vehicle, it becomes easier. And after many years of trust and cooperation to the highest good of all concerned, the personality allows willingly knowing that the opportunity will not be abused nor prolonged unnecessarily.
That is the relationship that I have with Peachbird. She is well aware of the change now, though sometimes it might catch her off guard while typing. She types on what she likes to call auto pilot, meaning that she is forming her thoughts and her fingers type without her conscious awareness. This is very helpful in this situation. She can easily make the transition without much conscious awareness of the process. Right now, she is almost totally aware. I say almost because she must pull back to a degree to allow my thoughts to meld with her own. When she does question the validity of what she is typing, she stops and rereads a portion which gives me opportunity to correct a word or phrase here or there. For it is through her mind, knowledge, and belief system that I must communicate and this does cause come confusion at times, but rarely as I have said, she has been prepared for this task most of her life.
When channeling the Guide or Teacher, in this case, I must be allowed access by something almost resembling a wormhole as your scientist have discovered into her consciousness for lack of a better descriptor. She has to draw back somewhat to allow this to happen, and then my message can move through that opening into her consciousness through an electro magnetic process that is too complicated for explanation for our purpose here. She will of necessity be somewhat conscious of the process, but if she is very trusting she will be surprised at how quickly the ideas form before her eyes on the monitor. She will have to reread to truly recall what ‘we’ have said.
Now, right this moment she is feeling a bit confused as to whether or not to trust this transmission process because I have taken the time to formalize it for you, our readers. This is not necessary under normal circumstances. As I said earlier in the writings, we have been working with and preparing this entity since childhood to do just as she is now. This is part of her purpose in this reality. On some level she is well aware of this and yet on another she questions what to her feels like grandiose concepts. I assure both she and our readers that this is not the case nor is it all that rare.
Many, many such conduits of knowledge exist without the conscious awareness of the individual personalities. Many an Artist is inspired to greatness and will even express the impression that the material that flowed from either pen or brush simply flowed through them at the time. And so it is. With this individual, our beloved Peachbird, we wish it to be that she and our readers are aware of the process by which she is communicating. Thus there is more to learn about your reality as well as ours in this process.
So, our Ms. Peachbird, part Indian Woman and part Celtic Crone, as she likes to describe herself, is an open channel with her full permission and consent to impart information for her own highest good as well as that of her readers.
The loss of both husband and child was and is particularly difficult for her. But through this process of grieving she has learned to love with a lighter hand so to speak. She was a very strong willed… well, passive aggressive mother and wife; which she did out of pure love for her family feeling that she was the one to make important decisions (granted with her husband during their married life together) and see them carried to fruition. This personality is what made and makes her a very good teacher. She was as mentioned before groomed for this process from early on, which means her earliest childhood and continues to present day. She can consciously choose to stop for she does have freewill as do you all, but we feel that our preparation and her maturity of mind and spiritual strength will not allow for that possibility.
You might ask why it was necessary to lose her husband, and I will tell you that it served a direct purpose. Though she is a very strong and even in some ways a slightly domineering personality, she was insecure from her childhood experiences. She did not receive the loving support that she needed instead she was given too much responsibility. This did build her strength as a decision maker but it also made her co dependent of her strong and loving husband as well as made her think of herself as a decision maker, which she says with the best of humor.
Her husband gave her the strength to do whatever she had to do. He was always there to back her up. He did just that and willingly mostly feeling that he did not truly deserve her love and devotion, which he had completely though he doubted that at times. He felt he was lucky to have her due to her intellect among other things, and so he was. She had to experience his loss in order for her to learn her own self worth. She is now a very confident woman who is ready to finish her purpose here on this plane. She is focused into this reality for this very purpose. She has and will touch the lives of many people as she was told so long ago. And she is dearly beloved for this reason as are all those by their guides and teachers on this side of reality no matter your level of development.
Now, we shall not tax her over much. She is becoming distracted and wishes to move on to lighter entertainment here on the internet. We have seen to it that she has an entertaining distraction so that she is not over taxed. It is the case that few of you there understand your cross purposes. There is not a movie star for example that is not aware that their purpose here is to entertain, grow, and enlighten through their own medium. Some of the time it is merely to give relief to those who have little from their daily lives as they grow in their own journey of self realization on this plane; or in the case of this personality to give her respite from a very important yet tedious occupation for the benefit of others, for trust that she knows these facts on a very deep level.
She does not have to impart anything to anyone for she truly has freewill as do you all, but she has chosen before she came into this existence to do so and it is with our complete and combined effort that we do so. More on this another time…
OkayOkay, I am tired. But I am well aware that this was not my thoughts. And I shall proof read at another time to make sure that there are no distortions due to my own mental awareness and or ‘auto typing.’ I have made some quite silly mistakes on ‘auto’ and I am well aware of it. I joke and say these fingers have a will of their own at times… now I am becoming aware of just how much so… lol
August 6, 2011
(in the process of revision) 8/7/11
(In the past, a crone was thought to be a withered old woman. We now have a much longer life span so that definition has to, of necessity, change. No longer is a 45 to 50 year old woman withered. Through most of history she would have been at death’s door by that age.)
It was called to my attention of late that a crone is a withered old woman! Bah humbug… a crone is a woman who has passed about the age of forty or fifty and has grown some wisdom merely from the years of her existence.
A crone calls to mind the healer of either ‘laying on of hands’ or the use of plants and herbs, and midwives who were accused of being witches through different periods in history either because the people around them were fearfully and superstitiously ignorant or because she had something they wanted. And it helped to hasten her demise if she had something they wanted be it property or merely to get her out of the way of a practicing so-called physician.
During the Medieval Ages in Europe physicians, or more commonly called barbers, waged an all out war against the midwives and female healers of all kinds. They did not want to compete with these highly competent rivals, nor could they as their success rate at healing was very low since the main tool of their medical arsenal was blood letting. Blood letting was a technigue by which the barber would make an opening in the arm and allow the blood to drain out, usually only about a bowl full, some times as much as a pint. Using this techingue a patient could be drained of blood over a period of days or even weeks unless the patient showed signs of recovery. I suspect there were many patients who were merely bled to death especially young women or children who did not contain as much blood as say a full grown man. The blood letting was supposed to remove the 'bad humors' from the body; therefore, allowing for healing. These barbers wore aprons covered with blood and other bodily fluids from past patients as a sign of his hard work. He proudly wiped his hands on said apron as proof of his many cases. Washing hands was thought to be totally uncalled for. So if an individual did not die from the loss of blood or other infections from the apron and unwashed hands of the so-called physician, s/he was most surely of strong constituten. One can see why barbers wanted female healer/midwives out of the picture. Their success rate was much higher than their male counterpart.
As well the colonization of women as a whole was in progress on all fronts to get the little women back in their places in society, which meant back in the homes barefoot and pregnant by any means possible and totally subjugated to the male members of their families. Thus began a continent wide witch hunts to rid themselves of these evil women daring to rise above their station and intrude upon a male dominated world. And we all know that dark and ugly period in history of the Inquisition. If we do not, then we should.
In this country many a woman who lost her husband and was left some little bit of property found herself attacked by the churches to be a witch as in the Salem Witch Hunts. And of course, once a witch was proven, she must; therefore, die and leave all her worldly goods to said church.
This was going on in other parts of this country even unto the 20th century, but then she was not called a witch. People were somewhat more sophisticated. That would no longer work even with the ignorant as easily as merely telling said widow that her husband did not own the property. If he did not ‘own the property’ and the widow had no way of proving otherwise, the bankers and lawyers usurping the role of the church in small towns and rural areas, got said ‘un-owned’ property. Just a little bit different twist on the same old scam, but there it is.
So, to me, a crone is a widow woman (she does not always have to be a widow woman, but she is most always alone with no male protector in the home) of say about 50 give or take some years, depending on the individual, and older who owns some property; but now she is a lot smarter and better equipped to handle evil doers than her predecessors! *lol* And, as well, she has gained some skills in the matters of healing, spirituality or just plain knowledge of the world.
We are often highly educated, but not necessarily so. Education is not necessarily a mark of wisdom. We know who we are. And we know how to be in the world in a right way. And we have reached the time in our lives when we really do not care that much what other people think of who we are or how we live our lives.
Now, that is my definition of a crone! And I proudly declare myself as one...
August 3, 2011 (not proof read)
Well, finally Weebly let me on to proof read my last entry on page IV. I was surprised when I noticed the tone… or voice change in the writing. Even more was I surprised to see the last paragraphs clearly stating what was happening. And Waban, my Guide and Teacher, was correct in that I am not upset, merely startled I guess. And again correct that I was not totally conscious of the change when originally typing. After all these thoughts must move through my mind. I do truly notice that there are times when they flow much quicker almost as though they are thoughts running through my mind not thought by my mind, if that makes any sense. From many many years of meditation as well as hypnosis, it is indeed very easy for me to go into an altered state of consciousness. I have learned in this state to trust the thoughts that move through me.
I have meditated with trees for over ten years, and at a certain point I recognize what it is that they want me to take from the meditation. One of my trees was damaged during a hurricane. My neighbor took it upon himself to have two large limbs cut off on both sides of the tree. The one hanging partly over his drive way. Legally he could cut any limbs that hung over his property, but he took it upon himself to have them trimmed against the tree. That being about eight feet onto my property. The tree is rotting out at those sites. I believe he did more to the tree than cut the limbs, like poison. One day they were fresh cuts, the next it looked like they were painted black. He denied that he had anything to do with the paint. Almost immediately there after, the tree began to rot. I was so distressed. I went out one night and held the tree in my arms, it is a very old tree so my arms do not go more than about a guarter of the way around it. I was crying. And I begged it not to die. I told it how much I loved it. Finally I stopped thinking and just stood there feeling the peace and deepness of the giant Oak Tree. The thought that came loud and clear through my mind was, "do not mourn if I should die. Everytime you touch an Oak Tree, you will be touching me." I felt such peace, but it did not end my mourning for the injury to my tree. It did help me; however, accept what had been done. I wish I could forgive my neighbor, but the best I can do is not allow myself to dwell on it too much. And I am not a Christian, so I do not have to turn the other check. I will watch him like a Hawk, and if he injuries anything on my property again, he will talk with the police. No more Ms. Nice Widow. He has his and I have mine. I have always left his alone, should he choose not to show the same courtesy again he will pay the price. I'm dead serious about my trees!
As I mentioned at other times, I did work with hypnosis for many years. Through that medium I made direct contact with my Guide despite the fact that we were going for something entirely different. It was a surprise, and I questioned whether I made him up somehow in my mind like a dream, say. Very soon we were both sure that it was not the case, and I stopped questioning and began learning. Never did this channeled entity tell me anything negative or hurtful. Never did he try to tell me what to do. If I asked advice, he would give it. But always it was up to me whether or not I took said advice.
There were many times that he provided really direct evidence to the woman I was working with of his sincerity and intent in the communication. He would answer personal questions for her after having been asked permission, and I would not recall most of that. Many is the time that he proved to be a bit of a jokester. I have to laugh now. If we went to a training that he felt I did not need, he would show himself to me in comical ways. Eventually if I did not 'get it,' he would say, "you do not need this." He did not mind hurting feelings in this regard. It was surprising the results of confessing why I stopped doing this, that or the other. Frequently I would turn into an observer rather than a participant at certain seminars. Unless he felt there was no value at all, he would humor me in my participation.
Once I was asked to visualize a famous person from the past and place them in an imaginary stage. I just randomly pictured what I thought Florence Nightingale might look like. I do not really know why she came to my mind, but she did. Recall I hope that I am a very visual person, I visualize everything. When someone is speaking to me, when I am speaking to someone.... I assure you, everything. I suppose that aids me in this process. Anyway, I digress. As we were directed to introduce ourselves and ask some simple questions, Florence suddenly acquired two long black braids. Before I could hardy accept that change, her dress and apron turned into a modern blue denim man’s shirt and jeans right before my inner eyes. Then an old Indian man’s face much like my dad’s appeared where hers had been, and he was laughing. He said, “You don’t need this, Peachbird.” That was it, I dropped out though I hoped it was not noticed. But, it was. My hypnosis partner introduced me to the person giving the seminar and told him my experience. He was shocked, but then took it with good humor. She said, “See I told you.”
Now once with her, before we stopped working together, she and a friend asked me if I would do an experiment with them. I said I would. They asked me to channel the friend's Aunt who had just crosses over to the other side. I did, or I thought I did. A thin nervous voiced woman spoke to me. I described what I saw. I should have noticed by the fact that she was wearing an old fashion long black dress with long sleeves and a rather large white lace collar that she could not be said Aunt. But in the hypnosis state I did not… as I learned later, I was not supposed to have noticed, but did during a deep meditation at home. Sometimes Wabon would speak to me through these sessions, many times not. If I asked, he usually would. This time unasked, he said that what I saw was not what they wanted me to see. He said they had their own plans for my gift, and he wished to spare me the waste of my time. He said we had more important “fish to fry.” He can be very humorous. At least he is to me. I trusted his judgment on the matter and don’t believe I ever mentioned the event to my hypnosis friend as the subject simply did not come up again. There are many paths presented to us along the way, but very frequently there is a better direction than the one we suppose. Thankfully we do have Guides and Teachers on the other side who help us as far as possible without interfering with our freewill.
Once we were doing a session at home, my sister and I. I didn't feel any change in her manner, but Wabon must have. Suddenly quite unexpectedly he said with good humor, "I sense a bit of distrust in you." With a chuckle, he said, “Perhaps a little rain will help.” At that moment I was consciously aware of rain on the roof and right outside my bedroom window. He continued to laugh at both our surprises I guess, and he said it was enough for one day. My two young children came running into the bedroom calling out, “Mom, Mom, it just rained… it just rained just on our house. The sun was shining, and it just rained on our house! It didn’t rain anywhere else.” My sister and I looked at each other in surprise. LOL I said something to the effect of “wow, only in Texas!” And the kids went running back out to play. She confessed that hairs stood up all over her body when the rain started.
These are just a couple of incidents that I thought you might enjoy. My fingers are getting tired of typing so I will stop for now. And I guess we shall see what becomes of channeling in this medium. I never would have thought of this. But… no, it does not bother me. If it happens, it happens; if it does not, it does not.
August 2, 2011 (not proof read)
Now, what consenting adults do of their own free will is their own business as long as children are not part of the equation. We may be appalled by the woman that is beaten senseless and keeps returning for more, but that is her prerogative and free will. But we must as a society condemn the fact that she allows her children to be abused as well, merely to allow such is a betrayal of her Karmic debt not just to herself through those children or fragments of her own entity but allowing them to witness her abuse. No matter how it is viewed; the karma is being perpetuated on all levels of the Soul Gestalt. And since all time is now, the retribution or debt is being perpetuated throughout all the alternative realities as well. This idea of karma as you know it is a much more complicated and multi layered concept that is very difficult for those in this plane to wrap your minds around.
I digress...
At some point we must condemn this behavior and do so in a way that makes these women aware of that fact. The media is perfect for this task. In this day and age, TV is a necessity in almost all homes; therefore, this is the perfect avenue to spread this lack of acceptance by society as a whole. The only exception to this generality is the likes of the Mormon polygamist camp in Texas so much in the news right now. Such cults will have to be broken in whatever way is possible, for cults they are which victimize women and children in the name of religion. Sad as it sounds to hold victimized women accountable as well the males in the community for the abuse; it is the only way to stop this behavior in its tracks. These women should be treated as prisoners of war and receive extensive psychological treatment (Childen need this treatment as well) as part of their accountability. As they understand their own culpability in these crimes, they will of necessity have to change their behavior and perhaps be reunited with their children under supervision in time. The male victimizers should not. They should be treated as the worst rapists and pedophiles.
The only way to turn this travesty to society around is to make it known loud and clear that it IS a travesty against not only their victims but society as a whole. Then and only then shall these horrors be stopped in their tracks. As a society we must accept responsibility for any and all travesties of this nature not only here in the U.S., but the world. Sex Slave victimization for example continues because the world society does not care enough to stand up in arms against it.
There is Soul Gestalt identity karma as well as the individual soul focus of one aspect of the Soul and must be dealt with accordingly if the entire Soul Group is to move forward.
Each Soul manifestation of the entire Entity is on a journey to raise the consciousness of not only entire Groups, but the individual as well. Never do you lose your individuality as a Soul Aspect of the entire Soul Gestalt, but you are in some part responsible for the entire group as the entire gestalt is in some ways responsible for each individual. Each individual aspect is on a journey to raise its own consciousness as well, and therefore never in fact loses its individual personality identity.
On the other side of this reality, for lack of a better description, you are growing into the very Guides and Teachers within your own Soul Group who guide your development. Always you are guided by more evolved Souls within your Soul Gestalt Entity. Eventually as you mature and learn you will evolve into a Guide for other fragments of your Soul Group. This is why I suggest that you pray to your guides and teachers, not as Gods; but as those who are your immediate connectionn on this side of reality for lack of a better description.
We on this side of reality are not in physical form as are you there. We are a form of energy that is in constant flux as we truly understand the nature of reality and how to function within the perimeters. You there have broader abilities than you give yourself credit, and as I speak through this woman she is experiencing one of these skills and that is as a go between, so to speak, for my message to as many as I can reach through her. Trust me that she will be perhaps surprised when she reads this tomorrow as to the nature of her message, for she is conscious that these things are flowing through her consciousness, but not that she is indeed channeling what I as her Guide and Teacher wish to impart to you through her.
She looks at these sessions as though they are a sort of confirmation of her Spiritual Knowledge. One of the purposes of this entity is to do just as she is. She has been prepared all of her life for the things that she is experiencing now. And just as she spoke of hypnosis earlier in her writings, she is aware on some level and yet not. She is under no threat of losing her identity. She is her identity for all intents and purposes, but she is a medium or channel for higher learning as well.
We do not wish to tax her over much, so we will end this session now. I assure you she is entirely safe and has experienced channeling myself, her Guide and Teacher, through hypnosis so though this may surprise her, it will not necessarily frighten her. The name she knows me by is Wabon of the Thunder Beings she communes with on a daily basis. This communion strengthens her ability to channel. We know her by the name, Peachbird. Lest you think this a little name, it makes reference to Owl, one of her Animal Spirits and a very powerful one at that.
Thank you for your patience with both myself and this beloved entity as we begin our first attempt at communication.
Okay, Okay, I'm tired now… so I will stop… go easy.. and in a good way...
Tricia